Safe Travels, Everyone.
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Hey guys, it’s me again… I know my topics are boring and stupid, but I just really need to put my feelings down somewhere where I know at least someone will see them and it won’t affect my life.
My brother’s abusive, if you don’t know already. And if you know me, you know that Ever since the year started I’ve started trying to be a lot more considerate towards things and people. I’ll cut this story short, don’t worry.
He got mad and made fun of me for caring about what fictional characters feel, after he tried to explain how “gay people can fuck the opposite gender” and I’m pretty sure he’s gonna force my character in my game ( which I based off of myself) to fuck one of his male characters. Not that short of a story, but it could’ve been longer.
Tomorrow I’m going to enrollment for my new highschool, which means this will be my last post for a long time. I’ll probably try to pop in some time around my birthday (9/11) to check in.
Every time I try to talk to someone, be it a random person on mpp, or just even my girlfriend, nobody’s there. And if someone is on MPP, it’s probably just gonna cause another conflict including someone yapping to me about things I did in the past. It really hurts when you try to make yourself better and all you hear is “But you used to, so you still are”.
My school starts on the sixteenth, and my school computer got shut off by the school on the first of August since I’m not enrolled in CPA anymore (Colorado Preperatory Academy) which means I can’t play games or draw to relieve stress.
Plus, the only one of my siblings who wanted their hair to be shorter was me, and my older brother had red hair, along with my little sister having some sort of bob cut.
Stay safe out there. Misty logging off. -
@This-User-No-Longer-Exists “But you used to, so you still are” - Hm /:
I wouldn’t necessarily agree with them. I mean, if a give person used to do something, preferably a bad thing, then saying it like that would be a little contradictory, within that context. They can’t assume that without knowing whether you still do it - they shouldn’t be calling you out like that honestly. Your consideration for other people definitely speaks against their assumptions, and wanting to grow that care is amazing of you to do willingly :)
I’m sorry about your brother’s abusive nature - I hope none of it isn’t really extreme, other than what you said about him talking about your characters. If I were him, I wouldn’t bother trying to justify what fictional characters feel, and what they do. It seems petty obviously on his part, so don’t worry
I hope your first start on school goes well for you - it’s a bummer that you won’t be able to talk here for a while, but don’t stress, your education is way more important to us. If anything seems to be approaching a steep hill for you, success is always on the other side. You will make amazing friends, and the encouragement will guide you towards whatever you want to achieve ^^
See you soon, Misty
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@This-User-No-Longer-Exists peace out brutha, idrc about your past ngl, I’m not rlly tryna bring shit up and make u feel like dookie, personally I think you changed pretty well and I fw but, safe travels and good luck in highschool man
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as much as i disliked you in the past because of the whole kaylee drama, you will still be missed.
farewell -
Firstly, I’m so sorry you have to deal with an abusive sibling. Honestly, that must feel pretty betraying to have someone in your own home hurting you either mentally or physically. It’s not right, but I know talking to a parent about it doesn’t always do anything.
It really hurts when you try to make yourself better and all you hear is “But you used to, so you still are”.
I am so sorry you go through that kind of thing. I know you’re different, and Im pretty glad you are. Im sorry other people just can’t forget what your past was like. Goodluck with your new school,
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