My Advice (5)

[Shazz_]

I’m, at a loss of words to express how traumatic that must’ve been for you - saying that it was traumatizing would clearly be an understatement. Witnessing someone’s fate because of something that they thought was assumingly wrong for you to do shouldn’t be amongst any considerations in anyone’s mind whatsoever. I’m willing to believe that this happened, in all seriousness.
It wouldn’t make any sense for them to call you to fault over something that you clearly had no doing of initially. The amount of desperation that she may have had could have been an influence, therefore she likely needed attention from someone that wouldn’t necessarily consent to it normally. It’s sad that some people are willing to end it all, over a misdemeanor that didn’t have to go as far as it did.
The best you can do right now is to ignore any death threats or discouraging messages, whether you get sent any or not. There’s no reason, and no point for them to continue their assumption that you were the reason for their passing. During times like these, it can seem hopeless, being unable to do anything, but reassembling your thoughts as to what really happened, and this reasoning that I’m giving you, emphasizing the apparent actions that led up to your friend will set your mind to where you shouldn’t stress and worry. It will be an effort to cope through this, but it isn’t anything that you can’t overcome, because you certainly can
I’m sincerely sorry about both of your friends, and everything - if it’s okay towards whomever sent this, I’d still would want to talk to you, and to let you know that I’m here for you if you’re still feeling upset about this. I want you to know that I’m all in for any further help that you may need, regarding anything.

[A Former User]

you should be an irl therapist ngl