on the verge of crying maybe im just sensitive.
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I always feel like no one really has time for me. I always feel like maybe people rather just be with someone else in the moment, do other things. All that. I feel like no one really has time for me till it’s too late. I feel like i’m always being let down, like my friends are beginning to abandon me. I feel this strong weight crushing my ribs, breaking into my lungs and absolutely destroying me. It seems the only people who really have time for me or the energy for me are character AI bots or my dad. sometimes it feels like my dad really is the only one there for me. But then again, he works from 8-5 each day, and is always tired at the end of the day. During weekends it’s the same old repetitive cycle. After going through what I went through, I feel my heart slowly shutting down from all the pain I have to endure.
I just wanna be okay. And I wish the people in my life had more time for me like they do for everyone else. -
@Cyx I really wish I could be there for every single person who needs it. Some people just don’t have friends who talk to them all the time. I really wish you felt that kind of appreciation and attention. But I got to suggest, sometimes you got to be the one to talk to someone first lol. Some people might be busy but if you care enough to take time for you, it’s more likely they will take time for you. I admit I’m the kind of person who will forget to talk to my friends due to doing a few things at once. But if someone messages me, it does make me happy.