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    • finn.in.outer.space.F
      finneass <33 Sevendust Vibes🩶❤ Banned
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      Okay. So yesterday my mom called me to tell me my nana died. And she told me not to shutdown, to talk to her, and not to hide behind humor. But I don’t want to. I don’t. I prefer keeping my emotions to myself and not really saying anything because it’s hard to talk about things like that. My nana really loved me and supported me through everything. And I wanted to cry yesterday, but I couldn’t figure out how. I like using humor as a cope, she knows this. I’m trying man. I really am and I’m so glad shes free from her pain but it’s hard. Literally no one else from my family besides my mom, dad and sister came to support me at marching band events. She was at every one no matter how far away it was until the cancer hit. Then she couldn’t but she’d watch every live stream and call me about 20 minutes later and tell me how proud she was. Which was hard for her, because the cancer was in her throat. She was just such a happy spirit, she was so free. She wants her ashes to be spread in the ocean. She used to make us laugh and smile and I love her so much she loved picking at people (as a joke), she gave great advice. She used to do my hair and ask about my life. And it’s hard to lose her. And I don’t wanna talk to my mom. Considering last time I saw her she got mad at me because the kitchen wasn’t clean, called me lazy, useless and saoid she wishes she never had me. And her excuse was “Oh I’m going through a lot.”

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        A Former User
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        damn, im sorry

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          A Former User @A Former User
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          𝜗𝜚 rylie Rylie?

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            A Former User @finn.in.outer.space.
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            @finneass that actually made me cry, im sorry. that took me a minute to read so thats why i typed the first out first bc i had to read it like twice

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              A Former User @A Former User
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              @Michi4959 wsg

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                A Former User @A Former User
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                𝜗𝜚 rylie the rylie from like months ago?

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                  A Former User @A Former User
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                  @Michi4959 sure

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                    A Former User @A Former User
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                    𝜗𝜚 rylie yes or no

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                      A Former User @A Former User
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                      @Michi4959 yeah

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                        A Former User @A Former User
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                        𝜗𝜚 rylie u sure about that?

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                          A Former User @A Former User
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                          @Michi4959 yeah

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                            A Former User @A Former User
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                            @Michi4959 im literally like the only rylie thats here 💀

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                              A Former User @A Former User
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                              𝜗𝜚 rylie So do you kno me

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                                A Former User @A Former User
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                                @Michi4959 i dont even remember but dm me instead of talking on an important topic 👍

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