Fuck You Cupid - by me (basically a hate song to having crushes)

[A Former User]

I can’t sleep and I can’t eat
It’s like you’re right here next to me
Shoving butterflies down my throat

I’m so scared, I’m terrified
You give me those gorgeous eyes
I don’t want a repeat of last time

Definitely, something strange
Haven’t felt a crush in a long time
Though we barely speak, though we always do
Fuck I can’t decide what to do

How do I get over it over it
A sickness within my body my body
It draws it’s arrows, shoots through my heart
How do I get over it over it
Fuck you Cupid you’re so useless
He picked up his bow, and started blasting me

I can’t think straight I can’t think at all
I wanna be everything you want
But scars leave their trails all on my thoughts

And how do I keep myself in check
Horrified about you being next
In line for me to come and steal you all for myself

How about no? How do I let go? How do I stop thinking about what went wrong?
How to open up? How to be the one? I’m so scared I’ll fuck it up

How do I get over you over you
A sickness coursing all through all through
It draws it’s arrows, shoots into my heart
How do I get over it over it
Fuck you Cupid you’re so useless
He looked me in the eyes and said FUCK YOU

How should I go about this? About this?
You’re in my dreams you’re in my feed you’re on my screen
And now I think you’re here with me stuck with me
Love is a crazy thing it says FUCK YOU

well fuck you too and fuck you too
Fuck you too and fuck you too
Fuck you too and fuck you too
Love is fucking dumb fucking useless
I don’t want you but I want you
All of you yes all of you
I’m horrified I’m terrified of loving you
And that you’ll break me too
How do I think this through?
Fuck you.