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[A Former User]

Sometimes I wonder why I’m Even existing tbh….it’s not fair that my dad loves my brother more then me he constantly ignores me….today my mom,dad,bother and emerald was in the living room while my nieces was playing or whatever my dad and my brother was having fun asking each other how to spell this or spell that and asking each math questions and shit when I tried to answer some questions my dad was like “later for her” or “act like she’s one of those kids that likes to act like clowns” that rlly hurt my feelings and I sat back laughing quietly I was so hurt that I wanted to cry so said “bye” while smiling and whet to my room to cry my eyes out…… I even wonder if i was planed in the first place if my dad didn’t want me he could have said so…….i feel so out of place like i don’t belong anywhere……it’s starting to effect me A LOT i wish i was younger i was so much happier and joyful….until my brother was born he started to give me less attention less things less time I just wanna cry! Every time i see my brother and my dad so much happier……why am i even born in the first place lmao😭✌️

[A Former User]

@EvelynLuvsYou

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[A Former User]

@EvelynLuvsYou I feel you. As soon as my brother was born, it’s never been the same lol. I dont like favoritisms in families. It really hurts more than parents think or even realize.