im genuinely so tired of my friends just not caring about me

[A Former User]

my 2 friends, we’ll name them jake and ethan, we’re online friends right, for 6 months, one time i tried to scare them by saying ill spam r34 in their gc, then theyre like ‘coward you wont do it lmao’ and one day, i got so much that i decided to spam, but jake said it was just strange art and ethan just blocked me straight off the bat, even before this, they all treated me crap, yes yes ik, i shouldnt have done it, they just get motivated me to do it, and i was so fucking tired of it. but now theyre just treating me as if im their jester to play around with or just not caring about me at this point
i vented to jake before this and like he was like ‘ok’ and a few mins ago i asked him to give him a game suggestion and he was like ‘no’ and lied his mouse was broken so he would leave

im genuinely so fucking tired rn. i wanted to say this for so long but hey atleast i feel good now

[A Former User]

@ieosl i only blocked ethan but i dont wanna block jake as hes the good calm guy

[A Former User]

dawg if they’re encouraging you to send shit they don’t wanna see and then get upset over the fact you sent the shit they didn’t wanna see, they can syd and fuck right off
I’d block them first

[A Former User]

@zack i didnt want to block them, theyre like the only person to keep me entertained by chatting, i like em yknow, 6 months, still a bad friend, i know, but i really like them and i dont wanna block them

[A Former User]

@ieosl I’ve had a similar instance happen in real life, with a bunch of friends that I had to let go because I realized that they really didn’t care that much about me. It was for completely different reasons though, but like- I get the feeling! Took some guts and courage for me to actually leave, but I feel like I’m in a much better place now, and I definitely wouldn’t have been in a better state of mind if I still hung out with them. Sometimes, it takes courage.

[Infina-Phoenix]

The calm and helpful side of my mind wants you to block the toxic one and repair whatever friendship you have with the other, but another part of me says to ruin their lives.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

are they really your friends if they dont care about you?

[A Former User]

finneass <33 we’ve been good friends for 6 months yes

[finn.in.outer.space.]

@ieosl but friends care abt each other, just because you hang with someone doesnt make them a friend. and if you feel unappreciated or like they dont care then theyre probably not your real friends.

[A Former User]

finneass <33 i really dont wanna block them (except ethan hes a retard) but jakes really nice i dont wanna block him