Attention Seeker. (TW: Mention Of Suicide & Slight Mention Of Self Harm.)
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Description:
So, I Have (Had) this friend named Janet. I and her were very good friends since 5th Grade. And we (Would) stay(ed) by each other’s side.
Vent:
Today. Janet said
”Hey Ren, I’ve wanted to tell you this for a while. But I have a crush on you. I have had one ever since I first saw you. Please accept me.”I was touched by the message. But I was not Into her. So I said
”Hey Janet. I’m sorry, I really am. And I am touched by this message. But I am unfortunately Not Into you like that. I’m sorry, But I only see you as a friend. And i am dating 2 good people. I hope you can find someone who’'s going to treat you well, know you well, etc.♥”Then, as the attention seeking bitch she Is, She says
”If you don’t accept me. I am going to End myself. And I will never see your ass again. Just please. I love you…❤”
I said I wasn’t Into her. But yeah, I said.
”Jan, please don’t end yourself because of me. And besides, I’m not even all that. But seriously. I love you, and I don’t want to lose another friend.”
And that was kinda It. She stopped talking to me, Then an Hour later she texts me saying
”Fuck You, (Insert Real Name)”
Thennnnn Another hour later, I get another text. I thought It was from Janet, But no. It was her mom saying,
”Hey sweetheart. I’m sorry to tell you this, But Janet (Last Name) Did not make It. I’m really sorry for your loss and my loss. I know you two were very close.”
I’m actually crying. Because I don’t know If this shit Is fake or not. I lost 3 friends and I don’t want to lose more. I also did cut myself. Just because I didn’t want to lose her. And Janet literally promised me she wouldn’t go. And she did. Literally. And I also want to end myself. Since she was my VERY FIRST Actual friend who stayed by my side.
(damn, wrong category as always
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