why can't I be his type. [this is a vent on how I feel.]
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why canβt he love me? why canβt I be good enough for him? why does he like other girls? why doesnβt he see me? why does he lie? why would he ever kiss me? why canβt I look like the girls he follows? why does he hide me? why am I always a second choice? why doesnβt he hang out with me? does he hate me? why cant he dance with me? why does he like her? why does he look at her? why canβt I be skinny? does he ever think about me? why doesnβt he like my body? is he using me? why does he cheat? why does he hurt me? why canβt I be enough? iβm sorry. he hates me.
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βππ rylie Heyβ¦ Iβm really sorry youβre feeling this way. Itβs understandable to feel hurt and confused when someone you care about doesnβt seem to feel the same. But please know that your worth and value come from who you are as a person, not from someone elseβs opinion or actions. Your head Is getting to you, I want you to know that You are so much more than enough, and you deserve to be loved and respected by someone who truly sees and appreciates you. Itβs okay to take time to process your emotions and grieve the relationship that couldβve been, but donβt let your thoughts define your self-worth. You are beautiful, inside and out, and you will find someone who loves and cherishes you for who you are. If you ever need someone to vent to and/or talk to, Iβm here. I hope you feel better soon. β€βπ©Ήβ₯
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@aemilst this honestly made me cry. Iβm putting this in my bio. I really needed to hear this. thank you for saying that. Iβll write you a whole ass thing later on when Iβm not so tired. :)