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[A Former User]

Everything is eating me alive, And I can’t find a way too escape, Because I’ll be blood and bones later on. And fuck, it feels like no one gives a shit. Like I could disappear and people would just fucking move on, like I was never even here. I’m drowning in my own head, stuck replaying the same damn pain on loop, over and over until I can’t tell the difference between yesterday, today, or whatever the hell everyday supposed to be. I just want it to stop. I just want to feel something real again, or at least not feel like I’m falling apart piece by fucking piece. But life doesn’t wait, and it sure as hell doesn’t give a fuck. It just keeps kicking until there’s nothing left but a mess that I’m stuck dragging around.

And honestly? I don’t know how much more of this shit I can take.