im fucking tired of being a pacifist

[Siloxa922]

Im tired.
Theyre just using me for their entertainment.
While I give in.
While they watch me cry.

Im too scared to fight back.
They are used to me like this.
I dont wanna get in trouble.
I dont wanna be used for entertainment.

Im fucking tired.
I dont like this.
And even if I do act nice.
They think im weird.

IM FUCKING TIRED.
I HATE EVERYTHING.
I WILL END IT SOON.

[Raven]

Siloxa
Do not let them take advantage of you. Please do tell a trusted adult. Even if you (can’t / don’t want to) fight back, it’s best to tell on them for it. Don’t think you’re going to be a snitch, you’re doing the right thing to keep yourself safe.

The adults will take care of it and protect you,
Raven.