hypocrite. (tw: suicide.)

[whatswrongwith.me]

“You’re getting on my nerves,”

My father told me, as he sat on the broken couch in the living room, his chomebook that played some sort of stream sat on his lap, a constant reminder of my mother’s incredible mistake of marrying that man. it almost never turned off. It didn’t make sense to me how he got irritated simply because i told him it was impolite to do so when we had a guest right in the other room. that guest being his SISTER. It wasn’t like he was a child. The man-child is so much of a hypocrite it’s amusing. The amount of snappy remarks he’ll spit back if i suggest backing off the electronics for a while, was an odd contrast to my (reluctant) compliance if he mentioned i sit on my computer too much (even though i had just went to take a break after cleaning my room.)

Sometimes i wonder if stabbing a knife in my chest coudl really be worth it. seeing the warm Blood pouring down my chest as my heart stopped beating, hoping God would give me a second chance with someone who really loved me. For two people who swore i was the most important thing in their life, i seem awful unimportant.

[Raven]

@keep-yourself-safe

Jordan, even if you get talked back to by your own father, he still loves you deep down inside of his heart. Yes, sometimes adults can be a pain in the arse, but please don’t kill yourself because you don’t think he loves you. There is still more things to explore that’s out in the open world that could still be waiting for you. It isn’t worth it for suicide.

Live your life to the fullest,
Raven.

[whatswrongwith.me]

@ᴛʀᴇᴠᴏʀ i dont want to kill myself because i think my father doesn’t love me, i know he does. I want to kill myself because i’m sick of the constant screaming and cursing of my parents every time they argue. i want to kill myself because im done with the bippolar mess my mother is.

[Raven]

@keep-yourself-safe
Still, don’t kill yourself please.

[whatswrongwith.me]

@ᴛʀᴇᴠᴏʀ nah bro i aint killing myself untill i kiss someone at least like im not dying a nerd tf

[Raven]

@keep-yourself-safe Oh…-

[whatswrongwith.me]

@ᴛʀᴇᴠᴏʀ though i do have- something i need to say.

[Raven]

@keep-yourself-safe Okay, go ahead.

[whatswrongwith.me]

@ᴛʀᴇᴠᴏʀ MAY THE FOURTH BE WITH YOU

[Raven]

@keep-yourself-safe
Snaps my calcium