Can you just leave me the actual fuck alone. (tw)

[A Former User]

I don’t want the weight of being the cause of my friends deaths anymore. It’s not my fault. I loved them. I always did. I never wanted them to end it. Yet you’re always like " You’re the reason. " " They did it because of you. " I don’t want to the the problem. It’s not always my fault of someone fucking killing themselves. You’re the one at fault. Not me. Fuck off. I’m not always the one to automatically blame just because I was close with them. Fuck you. Every time something bad happens to my close friends, You’re always so quick to look at me and accuse me. What the fuck are you looking at you fucking bitch. Fuck off. I’m not always the problem. I don’t want to be. Even though I’m not. You’re just covering up the goddamn fact you’re the one that drove them to cause it. And you’re too scared to live with the fact you borderline murdered my fucking only will to live. It’s painful. You’re painful.