I feel worthless.

[Blake]

I crave attention- All day. Every day. Validation when I don’t need it, constant love, touch positive words, I know everyone needs it, or whatever but I hate it. I can’t go one day being alone. If i’m alone, I’m depressed, If i’m depressed, my mood swings get worse. If my mood swings get worse, I feel bad after I snap out of them because I always go after someone innocent then I end up kissing their ass because I feel so horrible about it. I feel like a fucking dog. A fucking dog. Who needs love, and attention and care constantly. If they don’t get it, they’d die.

I know. I know blood and pain is on my hands from my mood swings.

I know I make people not like me.

I know I’m too clingy. But I need it to thrive.

I know I’m probably the annoying friend nobody really likes.

I know.