just some random lyrics I found that I kina relate to 🤷‍♂️. (TW??)

[Stanley Uris]

“grab the lighter close the door let the smoke fill the air a lot is happening in the world people don’t even care sometimes i wish i could just see the world with a glare, see the world with a glare grab the lighter close the door let the smoke fill the room people talk behind your back like you don’t have a clue lot of people in the world so you know it’s true, so you know it’s true grab the lighter grab the pen and write their nose what is happening with you but the family don’t know you depressed but it’s like it don’t even show, like it don’t even show grab a lighter grab the pills and contemplate should i take them or should i stay family’s asleep but i’m staying awake, staying awake grab the lighter close the door let the smoke fill the air lot is happening in the world people don’t even care sometimes i wish i could just see the world with a glare, see the world with a glare grab a lighter roll one up then take a hit finish it off take a few thinking should i quit people take is as a joke but i’m about to commit, but i’m bout to commit grab a lighter lock the door then take some more don’t know what to do now i’m lying on the floor my bodies feeling numb it hit right to the core, it hit right to the core grab a lighter close the door and let the smoke fill the air a lot is happening in the world and people don’t even care sometimes i wish i could just see the world with a glare, see the world with a glare grab a lighter close the door let the smoke fill the room people talk behind your back like you don’t have a clue a lot of people in the world so you know it’s true, so you know it’s true grab the lighter grab the pen and write their nose a lot is happening with you but the family don’t know you’re depressed but it’s like is don’t even show, like it don’t even show grab a lighter, grabbed the pills and contemplate should I take them or should I stay feelings asleep but I’m staying awake, staying awake grab the lighter close the door let the smoke fill the air lot is happening in the world people don’t even care sometimes i wish I could just see the world with a glare, see the world with a glare grab a lighter roll one up then take a hint.”