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    I think I'm starting to realize how clingy I am.

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    • not..frankenste1n.msii_N
      ARISU ?! (🦑🐇) ☆Alice in Borderland☆ Dumpster Fire Children
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      It’s the way I want constant reassurance, The way I crave attention more than I probably should, The way I feel almost needy just for someone’s presence. And I hate it, because I don’t want to be “ too much ” for people. I don’t want them to see me as annoying or overwhelming. But at the same time, I can’t help it. I just want to be close, To be safe. To know that somebody won’t leave me behind. It’s exhausting. Being this self aware, But still not knowing how to stop. I just wish I could be " enough " without needing so much. I wish I could be easy to love. Easy to stay with, But Instead, I feel like Iam constantly fighting this hard part of myself that wants more. more. more. more. and more. It sounds like greed to the point where that sickens me. My clingyness sickens me, My greed sickens me, I sicken me. It’s filthy. I don’t wanna keep draining people for my fuckery. It sickens me so much to see how horrible I am. And It’s disgusting. Absolutely Disgusting and sickening.

      ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵Bitches love me .឵឵឵
      ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ I'll show you how official midgets jack me off .

      not..frankenste1n.msii_N BlakeB Wubbrle the [REDACTED]W 3 Replies Last reply Reply Quote 4
      • not..frankenste1n.msii_N
        ARISU ?! (🦑🐇) ☆Alice in Borderland☆ Dumpster Fire Children @not..frankenste1n.msii_
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        I’m draining people, Because I’m scared of my insecurities and scared to let somebody go. It hurts to see how many people I know leave me because of it. And it’s terrible. I’m scared, And I don’t know what to do. I’m really worried, Really scared. I don’t know how to fix this. I don’t know how to stop being this version of myself that feels like too much. All I know is that I’m scared. Really scared.

        ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵Bitches love me .឵឵឵
        ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵ ឵឵឵ ឵឵឵ I'll show you how official midgets jack me off .

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        • BlakeB
          Blake Fagay Neurospicy Moderator @not..frankenste1n.msii_
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          @PeteFromEltingville I’m- not good at all at consoling but, you know tha i’m always there if you need someone to talk to :3

          "We all love you, you're our favorite queer stereotype♥" - Jordan

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          • Wubbrle the [REDACTED]W
            Wubbrle the [REDACTED] The average Touhou Lovers <3 ..The Octobers.. 🍰 TAWOG Club Halloween squad Cult of Arsonists @not..frankenste1n.msii_
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            @PeteFromEltingville Dont’ worry, me and everyone on here are all there for you :D

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