uhm. yeah....
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im putting this as an Off-Topic post bc most people wont care most likely but uhm. i took my computer into the bathroom last night talking to some people about some shit and i was supposed to go to bed like a while ago and i didnt so i ended up getting caught by my mom and she yelled at me and shit me and her were arguing and she said “only 3 more years until i dont have to deal with this shit anymore” and i was like “what if it isnt 3 more years?” and she said “huh?” and then i said “what if it isnt 3 more years. you have two suicidal kids mom.” and she got up and said “get on your shoes im taking you to a hospital if you wanna make dumb ass comments like that” and then i started crying saying “no” over and over again and then i just cried for most of the night since that. and ngl kinda wish i did get my shoes on. im now deciding whether or not to ask my mom to take me in and if i do i dont know when ill be on. and im apparently grounded this whole week because of it and my mom said i cant use my computer until Monday when i go back to school so might not be on bc of that either.
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@RyLIE-Offline Whoa…Oh no. I don’t actually know what to say. I would hug you instead of saying anything. I am sorry this happened… I know you won’t see this for a week, but, I love you Ry. If you need to go to this hospital, maybe you should go. I mean. They’re there to help you with your mental and physical health. So it wouldn’t hurt.
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@Duchess eh, if the doctors and shit cared they would have said something differently to me other than just “come back in two months and we can try to talk about meds again”
also im still here until i have to go home most likely.
and i might also be on tomorrow since my mom is leaving to go to work and i dont have school for the rest of the week and i might even be able to talk to my mom about me being on my computer so i can use my computer sometimes this week maybe -
@Duchess also love ya too bestie
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@RyLIE-Offline Well…I see how that’s unhelpful. I don’t really know how meds could really solve this problem, honestly. It takes more of a one on one relationship with someone.
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@Duchess the meds arent for this problem but the hospital would be a mental hospital so.
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@RyLIE-Offline Well. Is that someplace you’d be willing to go…?
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@Duchess i dont know anymore tbh. thats why im deciding on asking my mom to take me there or not
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@RyLIE-Offline Hm…well whatever happens, I hope you get the help you need and deserve. ❤
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@Duchess ig