ah yes, another emo boy on mppc lol

i cant find my other ones-

and yes- big eyelashes and eyeliner-- it took too long to do this–

got my pics taken today- last picture day ig<3

To everyone who I’ve ever upset, lost, or have never deserved to have in my life, I’m sorry. I’m sorry I fuck up so much.

: >

dyed my hair n got new glasses<3

im a single bi man with a tiny mullet :]

we kissed yesterday [dare]

we made out [he wanted to]

he just called me love in front of our friends

im pretty sure i un-straight-ed him

no makeup today, but my left thigh is out

i genuinely thought i was doing better, i mean my eating is bad, but it always has been. But i stopped crying all the time, my mental state i feel like has been slowly improving. And my bad dreams had become less frequent. But last night was bad. I was very mentally drained, i didnt wanna talk to anyone other than my boyfriend. But this number i dont recognize texted me, n i responded. i mean why wouldnt i respond to a text saying “making sure your not dead”. like, id think any at least half way decent person would respond to that. so i did. they wont tell me who they are. but the bad dreams are back. i hope its not who i think, but atp, i just know it is. and i wish he never texted me. i dont want him in my life. im happy without being told not to kms when i dont wanna

tbh i think some people do it for the attention and hope their gonna get stuff saying their attractive

yourlocalFourfrombfb they arent even following you- your following them-

one of my friends that happens to know a person that genuinely caused me so much harm, is going to prom with them. and its like what the actual fuck. you know what they did. you said youd avoid them. youre so fake. i cant believe this. why did you think that was ok? like did you think it was ok cuz its been years? like no. this person hurt me- and now youre that fucking close? nice to know you didnt believe me either. its cool. ifs fine. take their side cuz i know now you didnt mean those words anyway. its fine. its ok lolz

Talk To You - Ricky Montgomery
Kiss Goodnight -I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME
Lover Boy -The Front Bottoms

these are all for my amazing bf asher.dean.in.space <33333

@MichaelDaGrapeBoi thx!

Username: claybees_ (or Bee)
Age: 16
How long have you been a part of this community?:

almost 2 years (my first acc, that i cant get into joined abt december 26th-ish i think

How do you think you can help the mod team be effective?:

I’m online pretty often, even though i dont post much anymore, i read most of the topics

have you ever been muted or banned, if so, what for?:

no

What are some good leadership traits:

not afraid of confrontation, on often, will listen if anyone has any issues with someone on the site, or just needs to talk in general

How many hours/days are you able to be online per week?:

everyday, 3-8 hours daily

Have you had any previous moderation experience?:

yes, i used to run a blog site last year, which i have since deleted as the person i made it with didnt want to continue it

(Bonus) Who is your favorite moderator/admin, and why do you look up to them?: Duchess, she has been nothing but nice to me and listened when i’ve needed to vent about something, she’s even helped me with a past realtionship i had

]- Jinx "Snortable" Powder -[ oop-

fr and half the times they dont even follow them anyway