I need funds really bad 😔

@Duchess thank you ❤

@Duchess ye

Sapphire!!! my mom used to be like that

Sapphire!!! lol

@Duchess even tho she has no proof that I’m lying she’s just pulling dumbass shit from her ass

@Duchess well I just said, she asks me why I drew (character) no matter if theyre appropriately dresses. Id tell her I don’t know or because it’s the only think I know how to draw with no refrence pictures. She says, “your lying” then goes on to tell me how I wished it was me because of the short hair even if they’re a while different fucking race/skin tone. Shed end up not believing me and that’s why she always thinks I’m lying to her 🥰

@Duchess very, because she gaslights me in the process 😌

@Duchess even if I drew her with normal clothes she’d ask, or even if they didn’t have a body I just drew a head

@Duchess she let’s me draw for 30 minutes once a week. Even then I dont have the feels to draw because shell ask me shit about it. Even then she won’t let me use references so I don’t know anything new to draw.

Like if I were to draw this,

She’d ask me the meaning behind it and why I drew it. Then she’d ask if I wanna be that drawing and if I say no, she’d be like, “why are you lying? chuckles” and I’d try to explain why I’m not and she’d be like "I can’t believe that. " it’s her form of gaslighting me

@Duchess thank you 🌹

Sapphire!!! my mom calls them the f slur too

@InvalidBandit lol idk

To expose my loving mother 🥰👹

@Duchess be gay, wear baggy/alt clothing, have gay friends, had two toxic friends, is constantly sad, knows I wanted to kms before, my drawings, my eyes (she thinks she can see my soul in my eyes and see how I’ve changed negatively)

@Duchess my mom is baptis

@Duchess oh okay sorry

Mine:

My friend 1:

My friend 2:

@salmonella yeah idk how that was related to me

Ayari said in This close from having an outburst 🤏:

blank two ofc and if u need any help, u can come to me!

Thank you ❤