claire.the.emo you don’t need to know if you don’t already

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Even if I thought everything was over and me and Phoenix are done arguing, there are still so many things that remind me of him.

One of my favorite Minecraft YouTubers named PhoenixSC, of course, has the name Phoenix.

I didn’t really think much about it, because it’s not that bad.

One of my favorite video games, just added a Phoenix bird. It’s cool, but I just- w h y.

My mom went out and got my gifts, and she bought me a stuffed animal from TY, guess what the name was.

Yep, Phoenix.

Deep down, I still care about Phoenix, but my stupidity and stubbornness got the best of me.

I know I seem like a huge asshole, and sometimes- no. A l w a y s . I always feel like an asshole, and I apologize for that. I really do.

I speak before I think and my mind is constantly scrambled, and whenever I become stressed I get really angry and get very defensive and aggressive.

It has something to do with various mental disorders, mainly PTSD and ADHD.

I know what some of you are thinking, “Oh, well ADHD never does that to me, what are you talking about?”

ADHD affects everyone differently, and like I said before, I have other factors that affect me.

I grew up and still am in an environment where arguments and fighting are very common, and sometimes it climaxes to crazy levels. I was never taught any good coping mechanisms, nor was I treated or disciplined right.

Phoenix, if you’re reading this, I’m sorry.

Apart from this, I recently got a mouse and I’m constantly crying and grieving, so I’m probably not going to bother being on anymore. Life is hard and everything is rough for me, as the typical teenager life is.

I also opened commissions, I’ll do that in another post.

@保志久美 Mickey mousers

You guys are all fucking assholes I hope you know that (AND YES, I KNOW WHAT I DID WAS WRONG. BUT YET, I TOOK IT BACK AND APOLOGIZE FOR HOURS TO MISTY, BUT ALL YOU GUYS DO IS FOCUS ON THE NEGATIVE SHIT) I was just trying to make a funny post and you guys had to bring up shit in the past what the fuck Is wrong with you bitches. And I bet you if I try to fix my mistake you all will never forgive me and I’ll end up killing myself because fuck it I don’t have a life anymore and everyone hates me again and I don’t deserve to live <3

@DREAMY no Sen got that fuggin potato ass weefee

I am spitting FACTS.

go on, google 1*1+1/1/1-1.

It equals one, doesn’t it?

@YLDG and i just broke up with misty I hope you’re fucking happy you bitchass motherfucker <3

Hey guys, today we’re going to drink the Among Us Potion at 3… A… M…!!
It is said when you drink this… Among Us Potion… That you will turn into the IMPOSTER from Among us.
I’m a little scared to drink the Among Us Potion, but I’m doing it so that you guys don’t have to drink the Among Us Potion and turn into the IMPOSTER from Among Us by drinking the Among Us Potion…
Here we go guys…
Ugh… The Among Us Potion tastes like barf!! Ew!! I don’t like the Among Us Potion…
Huh!? What’s going on guys!! I feel like I’m going to die after drinking the Among Us Potion…
The Among Us Potion… It’s turning me into the IMPOSTER!! RUN GUYS!!!
Rahh… I drank the Among Us Potion… Now… I am the IMPOSTER!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! NOBODY WILL STOP ME!!
Huh…? What’s that? Oh no! Huggy Wuggy! Please! Don’t hurt me! HAHAHAHA WHAT AM I SAYING? I AM THE IMPOSTER FROM Among Us*, I AM SO POWERFUL AFTER DRINKING THE Among Us Potion!
I challenge you Huggy Wuggy to a Friday Night Funkin RAP BATTLE!!!
NOO!!! I LOST!! GRR!!! YOU WILL PAY FOR THIS!!
ACK… NO… I LOST… HUGGY WUGGY IS TOO POWERFUL!!!
Ouch… What… What happened? Oh no… It’s 4 AM… I’m so sorry guys… I lost control…
Like and Subscribe to save me from this Imposter form…

Spoiler

@YLDG So you can just shut the fuck up <3

@YLDG Okay, first of all, the only reason why i was such an asshole to Finn is because of how rude they were to Misty and how they said while I was gone and grounded from all of my electronics they tried convincing Misty that I found someone else at the time but in reality i was sitting in my room counting my days until I got so see her again, suffering alone and crying every day because I missed her and when they ghosted me and Misty they just came back and acted like nothing was wrong and then when Misty tried to talk to them they just lashed out at her for no reason from what I was told, I may not know it all but I was just trying to defend my girlfriend but you know what FUCK THAT BECAUSE EVERYONE LISTENS TO FINN AND NO ONE LISTENS TO MISTY OR ME BECAUSE OF THE SHIT THAT I DO, but anyway maybe you should ask what the hell is going on before you ban someone because you guys are so fucking immature there is a reason for the shit that I do and don’t come up to me like uhh yeah so tell me why you cheated on misty NO SHUT THE FUCK UP THAT IS NONE OF YOUR FUCKING CONCERN IT SHOULD NEVER HAVE CONCERNED YOU I HAVE TAKEN BACK WHAT I HAVE DONE AND I HAVE APOLOGIZED SINCERELY TO MISTY AND YET HERE YOU GUYS ARE BEING ASSHOLES TO ME SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND WORRY ABOUT YOUR OWN PERSONAL BUSINESS YOU FUCKING NOSY ASS PEOPLE LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ABOUT THAT SHIT AND ANY TIME YOU FUCK UP I’LL KEEP ON TALKING ABOUT IT OVER
AND OVER
AND O V E R
A N D O V E R
AGAIN UNTIL YOU SNAP LIKE I DO AND I’LL JUST KEEP ON MENTIONING IT YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE

HELP ME D :