@Thetruepath Ive been there so I know how it feels and ik your probably in the worst mindset possible and I hope all these things get better man also find something to do keep your mind off it the best you possibly can ik its going to be tough but ik your a strong guy and you got this ok ik you do

WAS GREAT DUDE LIKE YES

GOOD VERY GOOD I WAS A BEAST TODAY

Sen is gone?
Some random person that actually made my day when i saw this message
You are an amazing person, with good talent. I hope many good things come your way in life. You got this! :)

Idk who wrote this but thank you but they deleted their account right after
But what did i miss-

Imma make it more detailed next time

Dead inside dont got no life
Hate that I feel this all the time
Hate my past its not a blast
But it made me who I am today and for that i am grateful

The past is in the past but i let drag me down
Drag me down pull me down someone please get me out
Out of my own mind
Out of my own time

That’s all I have so far also its called intrusive thoughts

@finneass We stay hungry?

@Bandit YESSIR DUDE I WAS PLAYING SO CLEAN AND FAST AND MY FOUR MALLET TECHNIQUE WAS FUCKING GREAT DUDE IDK I THINK I DID VERY WELL HAD FOUR MALLETS IN MY HANDS WHILE THE OTHER VETS WOULDNT DO IT W

It was one of my birthday presents its a chain for one of my pendants but i dont wanna break it at school so i didnt put the pendant on it today and then the other necklace is the girl’s i like’s

Just follow me if I haven’t followed you already

Jazz band
Symphonic band
Music tech
orchestra concert that i just got told about yesterday that is uh this coming up thursday(im playing bell kit in it and its a very exposed part)
My solo and ensemble piece
My solo for college
Another solo for college
Uh lets see my gf’s choir concert
Uh drumline now which means exercises to warm up our hands and show music
Uh yeah thats a lot folks
And on top of that im starting a band with a few friends

Why do i do this to myself lol…
SO basically a month ago this guy in jazz band was supposed to give me a piece to play with the orchestra… he just gave it to me yesterday… and i said yes… OH WELL ITS ONLY A VERY EXPOSED PART SO IF I MESS UP ONCE EVERYONE’S GOING TO KNOW YK NO PRESSURE… help me…

@Duchess Very fun indeed

@Soggy_Bread THANK YOOOOUUUU

GOT MARIMBA BABY WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

@finneass Ok

@Karol Good very good actually
I asked out the girl i liked she said yes and i did while we were looking at christmas lights on a house so W

Sen is gone?
Some random person that actually made my day when i saw this message
You are an amazing person, with good talent. I hope many good things come your way in life. You got this! :)

Idk who wrote this but thank you but they deleted their account right after
But what did i miss-

@Neincraft I tend to do that in people ive been told

@emotional-baby-boy duck tails by far