a few months ago, preferrably 3-4 months ago, my mum had a stroke, and because i was so freaked out, i didnt even call 999, i feel so guilty for that.
i keep having dreams about her dying and being extremely sick
i dont want to dream about that
i dont want to be so stressed all the time
i dont want to lose my mum
i didnt want to see my mum in a bad condition
now my life is like that
stressful
unmanagable
heartbroken
im so tired
please let it end
i want to actually kms
i dont wanna deal with this miserable life
:(