Ttp is back.
Update on what exactly happened. So I was severely depressed. I didn’t like it and I was just kinda yk. Done with it. So I decided to just kinda say fuck it and I went to the overpass during school and just texted my friends telling em I loved em and that shit before I died. But my friend kept me talking and talking like a good person and I’m so thankful for that. She kept me alive and she called the cops. Let em know the shit going on. In short I was sent to a mental hospital. I’m home now. I was there for about 6-7 days (I can’t remember) and I’m on some meds. But
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Hi y'all
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Erotic roleplaying (ERP)
Erotic roleplaying is not something we allow here. There have been several instances of ERPs. I can understand loving someone. But don’t do it here. And especially people older and younger than you are. A recent example that was reported to me was on a allegedly 13 year old and an alleged 15-16 year old. Something like that is not okay. ERPing on this form of website should not and will not be allowed under any circumstances though. There are places for people OF AGE being 18+ online made for that. Do not disturb the peace of this forum with your nasty bullshit. This is a forum full of mostly children. Go talk to people your own age. This is a problem I’ve been meaning to address for a while. Unfortunately I haven’t had the time nor patience to do so till now. It’s unfortunate a post like this even has to be made but it does. PLEASE report people causing acts like that to us and we will do what we can to take care of the issue.
Thank you❤️Sincerely - TTP
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RE: Blocking Users.
Okay I get getting mad that someone blocked you but chill. It ain’t the end all be all cuz they blocked you
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Ban respect
Alright I know this has been said before and I know people have seen it. If you’re banned. Be fuckin respectful. Telling the mods to fuck off or that you hate the site because you did something is just going to keep you banned longer. The banned forum is for people to ask why was I banned and can I either defend my actions or no that’s not what happened here is the full story. I shouldn’t wake up and see this shit
I know being banned sucks. But it’s the ban appeal forum for a reason. Be respectful be nice and we’ll get you out as soon as we can. It’s not that hard and I know a lot of people act on impulse. I do that quite a lot. But even still before you post something. Look at it and think. Maybe I shouldn’t add fuck you all in it.And like I said. It’ll only get you banned longer
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RE: So i thought i'd be honest
@Sen what’s something you’d say that I wouldn’t? 😂
Man I say shit the way I see it and I ain’t scared to say anything. So like if that was the title you was proud of I wouldn’t be for the simple fact that I’ll say whatever I feel when I wanna say it basically. I really don’t care if my opinion hurts someone’s feelings and I don’t really worry about what I say because I know how to defend myself. You wouldn’t say anything against the rules just like I wouldn’t but you have your opinions and I have mine. There is nothing you would say that I wouldn’t. Besides I’ve said worse and spoken about things some people are uncomfortable talking about. Typically on trauma topics but like. I’d change that title cuz I’m saying this -
Realized I never gave an introduction when I joined
So I am Thetruepath (Ttp) I am an Ex moderator for this forum
- I’m 17 years old
- I have dark brown hair and brown eyes. I’m also whiter than Casper the friendly ghost
- I cuss like a sailor and act like a moron
- I’m a high functioning autistic and I struggle with reading in general and reading comprehension
- I deal with depression issues
- unfortunately sometimes I act off impulse and deal with anger issues. I’m fairly short tempered in some situations unfortunately (as much as I hate it)
- my favorite colors are green and pink 💚💖
- my absolute favorite video game is elden ring (I can easily nerd the fuck out about every part of the game)
- I’m bisexual and polyamorous. My pronouns are he/him
- I am a born male
- this little shit Cursed Cucumber is my sister (love her. She’s saved my life and I love her dearly ❤️)
- my music taste is a bit all over the place. I love rap music, metal music, rock music, indie metal, and a bit of most genres
- I’m a proud American 🇺🇸
- I’m left handed
- I appreciate each and every one of y’all. Even the ones who don’t like me 🥰
- I like to believe I’m very good at debating and “arguing”
- I’m trying to learn German
- I ain’t saying I’m a snitch cuz I’m not. But please don’t blatantly break the rules. Just cuz I’m not a mod anymore don’t mean I’m not close with most of them
- I am a bit of an asshole when I wanna be just try not to make me pissed off and please keep in mind that I’m fairly sensitive
- I let go of most things quite easily lol
So yeah. That’s a bit about me :)
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So I just found this out. . .
Fun fact I didn’t know till now but my parents told me they were planning on testing me for autism because I might genuinely have it. Which honestly would explain quite a bit about me. But my dumbass fucking insurance wouldn’t fuckin cover it. My dad told me that they wanted to test me to be sure but I am probably autistic. All be it a high functioning autistic . But autistic. I brought up that I have hearing issues and get panicked around yelling or loud noises. And my hands get really shaky I brought up that I have hearing issues and get panicked around yelling or loud noises. And my hands get really shaky. Like I legit have panic attacks when I hear people yelling. One time I was on a call with @fallen-angel (she a bestie) and her aunt and uncle (the people she lives with) were fighting and I started freaking out and she could tell so she muted until it was over. <-- @fallen-angel thank you for that btw ❤️
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Wanted to write this
I feel like with our recent events unfolding here I would like to make the announcement to PLEASE and I mean PLEASE report to us the people you either find suspicious. Whether that be laws, lav, or whoever else. DO NOT BE AFRAID TO REPORT. I cannot stretch that enough. By doing so you are not only keeping yourself safe from their horrific acts but keeping the community as a whole safe. It doesn’t matter when you find out. Just report it. Pedophilia, solicitation, blackmail, etc. There is stuff we can do to help. Me as well as the mod team as a whole can and WILL help. There is stuff we can do and do end up doing to ban people from our community on our own. But at the same time we as a community can stop acts quicker and more efficiently if we work together on it. The unfortunate part is that people are or seem to be scared. But trust me when I say it. There is nothing they can do as long as you don’t let it happen. Prevention is one of the greatest cures. Don’t let anyone have their way over you because you feel bad or because they won’t tell anyone else. Report these acts and people no matter who they are. The mod team will take care of it. Just do what YOU can to help us out and we’ll do what WE can for you.
Thank you for reading and thank you for all of y’all’s amazing help and work.
With love - Ttp ❤️
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Quick thing
This may or may not be my final goodbye. I don’t honestly know what is going to happen to me. I just want y’all to know that in the time I’ve been here. Y’all have been my world. You guys and this wonderful community has been some of the best and worst times in my life. Between dealing with Zofya and genuinely being happy it’s hard to give y’all up. I don’t know if y’all will hear from me again or not and I’m just asking y’all read this. I love you guys. If this is my final goodbye I hope y’all take good care of yourself. Thank you all for giving me so many fun memories. I’m so happy to see this wonderful community thrive and I hope it continues for a long time. I’m sorry if I hurt anyone. I’m sorry to the people who may hurt from me and my decisions. I’m sorry that y’all have had to deal with and put up with me being an absolute fucking idiot. I’m sorry for everything I did in every sense of the word. I tried my best to not break rules and all and all I didn’t break them. I regret saying some of the things to some of the people I have. But that applies to a lot of things. I just hope that at the end of the day. You all find the best in yourselfs. I hope this community has made a positive impact on your life’s. I love every one of you. You all mean a lot to me and I’m sorry if what I do hurts you guys. I just can’t take it anymore. I won’t be deleting my account so I can either come back if I pussy out or if y’all want to relive and remember me. Either way the account is staying. I love all of you guys so fucking much and I know I’ve said it quite a bit but I just want y’all to know that you guys are my world. Working with and helping this community has made me so unbelievably happy and not being here may upset some of y’all. But honestly I don’t really feel like I have a choice. I’ve ruined myself and fucked up my body. I don’t like it. I don’t like myself and I don’t like the way I am or the person I’ve become and am becoming. Idk if this is a suicide note or just me being extremely emotional. But either way I will cherish every moment of being here. Thank you to all my friends who’ve been here for me and taken care of me. This is probably the longest thing I’ve ever posted because it’s something I’m fairly passionate about. I’m passionate to you guys and this community. I hope you guys are happy and can love wonderful happy lives. Hopefully for you guys I come back. I don’t know if I will or not just because I’m probably gonna be dead. But we’ll see how things go I guess
Thank you for taking the time to read if you did.With love, Ttp ❤️
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RE: Making Killer chase become more famous #1
Michi could you like stop starting so much shit? Last warning from me. Leave the other mods to decide
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An apology for my recent behaviors
This is my apology for everything. Within this I ask you take a second and read it and if you can listen to the song attached. With that. Here goes nothing.
Regarding my recent behaviors. I feel like a lot of it is inexcusable. I did some things that thinking back on it I maybe took it to far. I was told some things about myself that mad me overthink, get irritated, and generally made me mad. I won’t say who said what or what was said but what was said really got to me. It made me overthink and make me wonder stuff like would I really be better off dead? Why should I care what I say? It changes nothing. And stuff like that. As many of you know I deal with mental health issues. I was hospitalized for them and I’m on meds to help. Unfortunately I don’t really think they’re doing much for me anymore but that’s beside the point. I’m not trying to excuse my actions and I’m not trying to make myself look better for what I did. I apologized to the people I felt needed an apology and the ones who I feel didn’t deserve one or need one didn’t get one. My point is I have anger issues. I get really depressed and when i get depressed I get mad. It’s definitely something that can affect not only me but the people around me. I’ve said some legitimately hurtful things to people just because I’m pissed off. Now whether or not I feel like they deserve it is not the point. My point here is that if I said some mean stuff I am sorry. and if I’ve said something that upset you then please let me know. I’ll individually write you a personal apology. This is the only thing I feel can genuinely do to either redeem myself and maybe help whoever understand why I’m the way I am. I’ve since a young age hated being held responsible. Whether I fucked up or not. I never feel like I can hold myself accountable. I tend to blame others for my own actions. Something I’m still currently struggling not to do. The day I was banned I was mad. I managed to make a some 50+ post in the banned forum that’s now been deleted where basically I couldn’t hold myself accountable. I apologized the day after with a VERY long post there. I understand that I made mistakes. A lot of them in fact. I’ve acted rash and handled things improperly. I act off of what feels right in the moment. I post or write shit I wouldn’t if I was thinking about how it’d affect others. Regardless I can’t really take that back. I said shit and that’s about it. At the same time though I wouldn’t say something behind someone’s back without actually being able to say it to their face. Especially when I’m mad. I mostly lose my filter and just find any attempt I can do to go off on someone. Regardless of that I already said I’d write anyone a written apology.
In the end I made mistakes. Mistakes in not proud of. In no relationship have I been perfect. I know damn well that I’m not. There have been a couple allegations around me and I’d like to address those here to. I am not what was said. The ones I know have been said at the very least. I would never put someone through a trauma I went through. And even traumas I’ve never been through. I don’t want my kids if I have them or anyone for that matter to suffer like I did. In terms I’m not the person in the rumors I know about. That’s all I have to really say about them publicly. In the end though. I’m sorry. The stuff I’ve done just to “get back at someone” or whatever bullshit is my own fault for taking certain stuff to far.
And I want to make this clear. I am doing this of my own fruition. Nobody is making me do this. I just feel like I owed y’all a apology for my mistakes
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RE: I'm looking for someone.
Hey. I hate to say this tbh but this ain’t a dating site. Dating sites are for 18 and older for a reason. You’re pretty and all and I’m glad you’re open enough to share with us. But let’s not give pedos a reason to find you and let’s not make this website into a “hey pick me im cute” kinda site. If y’all wanna date. Go for it. I’m all for that just don’t publicize the fact that you’re single and just tryna find love. Trust me man. It ain’t that tough to find someone <3 and you’re pretty enough to do it lol
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RE: Making Killer chase become more famous #1
I also heard that from a little Birdy that it’s a permanent ban next offense so watch your ass
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RE: EVERYONE IN MPP SHOULD RETHINK THEMSELVES BECUASE OF THIS IM PISSED
Floofy left because he was caught. Pedophilic acts aren’t okay. That asshole is my age and was sexually to a 13 year old. Hell I think he’s older than me. Laws (floofy) is not welcome here so don’t bring his fucking name here. You don’t know the full story to any of it so don’t spread your shit and try and stop the people who do. Besides it’s been taken care of and I as well as duchess have spoken with people about it. Don’t bring up that dick mother fucker and don’t tell people what to do because that’s not your spot here. And if you want to do that. Be respectful and don’t act like a prick yourself
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So ik talk about it a lot
But I love my new fuckin car. Like. Me and my dad have been talking about it. I just bought a paint gun so we can do that, we looked and we saw NO other cars that looked like mine. 1970 roadrunner in lime green. Fuck. It’s a 100k+ plus dollar car. I legit feel honored to even be in the presence of the car. When we’re about to clean it up I’ll get some before and after pics
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Good morning
Lovely people of this community. I hope y’all slept well if you slept and I hope you’re happy and safe if you didn’t.