@Calistaa Yeah, dying can be tempting just to not have to deal with the pain of the world, but the unknowing of what would happen to you during and after is more scary. So it kind of snaps you out of it, I guess.
I have a small bit of new information, i know how she died. Supposedly the parents found her in her bed sadly deceased, we don’t know if she intentionally overdosed on something, they are still doing test.