Welcome to the Losers club !
Richie was here, Asshole. š¹ā
Isnāt it weird that Iām listening to a song called āVoices In My Headā and then voices actually fill my head. Itās not the first time this has happened, but itās this first time itās happened while listening to music if that makes sense.
I might have schizophrenia or some shitā¦
Just posted the character descriptions and first chapter of my story on quotevā¦
Why does almost everyone I love hate me?
Iāve been asking myself that since I was 11.
Still havenāt found the answer.
IM CRYING OVER A FUCKING STORY AT THE MOMENT.
āgrab the lighter close the door let the smoke fill the air a lot is happening in the world people donāt even care sometimes i wish i could just see the world with a glare, see the world with a glare grab the lighter close the door let the smoke fill the room people talk behind your back like you donāt have a clue lot of people in the world so you know itās true, so you know itās true grab the lighter grab the pen and write their nose what is happening with you but the family donāt know you depressed but itās like it donāt even show, like it donāt even show grab a lighter grab the pills and contemplate should i take them or should i stay familyās asleep but iām staying awake, staying awake grab the lighter close the door let the smoke fill the air lot is happening in the world people donāt even care sometimes i wish i could just see the world with a glare, see the world with a glare grab a lighter roll one up then take a hit finish it off take a few thinking should i quit people take is as a joke but iām about to commit, but iām bout to commit grab a lighter lock the door then take some more donāt know what to do now iām lying on the floor my bodies feeling numb it hit right to the core, it hit right to the core grab a lighter close the door and let the smoke fill the air a lot is happening in the world and people donāt even care sometimes i wish i could just see the world with a glare, see the world with a glare grab a lighter close the door let the smoke fill the room people talk behind your back like you donāt have a clue a lot of people in the world so you know itās true, so you know itās true grab the lighter grab the pen and write their nose a lot is happening with you but the family donāt know youāre depressed but itās like is donāt even show, like it donāt even show grab a lighter, grabbed the pills and contemplate should I take them or should I stay feelings asleep but Iām staying awake, staying awake grab the lighter close the door let the smoke fill the air lot is happening in the world people donāt even care sometimes i wish I could just see the world with a glare, see the world with a glare grab a lighter roll one up then take a hint.ā
You know, without you, Iām so lonely
When youāre not here, 911 calling
Into your heat again, Iām diving
Darling, you, darling, you, baby
(Mm) Fighting 'round in circles, where is the way out?
(Mm) 'Cause I know that our love was hotter than the Sun
Yeah, the taste of this tequila Iām drinking now
Isnāt bitter than my heart
(If you know this)
I want to know our problem, blood type, or DNA
(If you know this)
Friends see my feed and worry, do you, babe? Yeah
Been waiting for your call every night
But I canāt wait no more
Dialing you-u-u, sorry, darling, you
You know, without you, Iām so lonely
When youāre not here, 911 calling
Into your heat again, Iām diving
Darling, you, darling, you, baby
You know, without you, Iām so lonely
If you wonāt be here, 911 calling
Falling to you, Iām always diving
Darling, you, darling, you, baby
Darling, with me under the Sun
I know that youāre my one
I donāt wanna let you go
I canāt think of being alone
What am I supposed to do-o-o-o-o?
And I gotta let you know
You got my heart like itās yours
Donāt wanna say goodbye
(If you know this)
I want to know our problem, blood type, or DNA
(If you know this)
Friends see my feed and worry, do you, babe? Yeah
Been waiting for your call every night
But I canāt wait no more
Dialing you-u-u, sorry, darling, you
You know, without you, Iām so lonely
When youāre not here, 911 calling
Into your heat again, Iām diving
Darling, you, darling, you, baby
You know, without you, Iām so lonely
If you wonāt be here, 911 calling
Falling to you, Iām always diving
Darling, you, darling, you
I see you, you see me
I care for you, you care for me
We can be all we need
Promise I wonāt take you for granted, never
Iāma treat you better (Iāma treat you better)
Iāma see you better (Iāma see you better)
So honey, now come into my arms, yeah
Kiss me, baby
Kiss me, baby
You know, without you, Iām so lonely
When youāre not here, 911 calling
Into your heat again, Iām diving
You know, without you, Iām so lonely
If you wonāt be here, 911 calling
Falling to you, Iām always diving
Darling, you, darling, you, baby
This is what I have so far !
Early on a Monday morning at 6:00am, Rio woke up to the sound of his alarm, signaling it was time to go to school. The boy groaned and stopped his alarm abruptly before climbing out of bed. While walking to the bathroom, tripped over a book on the floor he had left there from last night. āHow To Control Abilities.ā the cover read. Rio sighed before throwing the book on his bed, continuing to walk to the bathroom. Once in the bathroom, he showered and brushed his teeth.
Meanwhile, Darya was busy making breakfast in the kitchen, looking up at Rioās bedroom door as if expecting him to emerge from his room. Once Rio got dressed and all, he ran down the stairs and into the kitchen. āMorning, Mom.ā he said, hugging her tightly. āGood morning, honey.ā she replied, planting a soft kiss on his cheek. Rio took his seat on the dining table and ate his pancakes quickly, given he was late for school. Darya chuckled, shaking her head. āSlow down, Rio. You might choke!ā she says. Rio quickly finishes his breakfast and grabs his bag before hugging his mother one more time and leaving the house.
Meanwhile, at Ignisā house, Ignis layed on the floor of his bedroom, staring at the ceiling while his thoughts overwhelmed him. Him and his father got in an argument last night because Ignis had accidentally burnt one of his fatherās favorite plants and he was furious about it. But Ignisā mind only focused on a few words his father said to him that sent a pang of hurt through him. Those words were, āYou shouldāve died with your mother so I wouldnāt have to deal with your bullshit.ā Ignisā eyes filled with tears as he remembered those words, sighing as he stared into the ceiling. Suddenly, there was a knock on his door and opened without permission.
It was Vulcan, his father. āGet off the floor and go to school.ā he said before walking out without an answer. Ignis sighed before getting up and grabbing his backpack. He was already ready for school, just wasnāt motivated enough to actually go. After one last look in the mirror, Ignis makes his way out of the house and on his way to school.
Siloxa (Hail's version) are you okay? Iām here if you need to vent or anything
You were clever
Knew when to deliver your lines
And make it seem like you werenā²t that bright
You were better
In every way by design
You were too good for a manās confines
How come we never even dated
But I still find myself thinking of you daily?
Why do you always leave me aching
When you were never mine for the taking?
I canā²t make you love me
No, I canāt make you love me
Babe, I canāt make you love me
No, I canā²t make you love me
I canā²t make you love me
No, I canāt make you love me
Babe, I canā²t make you love me
No, I canāt make you love me
You are a pretty one
Nice to romanticize
But you donā²t make yourself easy to like
You like to have your fun
You dance around the line
Of what is wrong and what is right
How come we never even dated
But I still find myself thinking of you daily?
Why do you always leave me aching
When you were never mine for the taking?
I canāt make you love me
No, I canā²t make you love me
Babe, I canāt make you love me
No, I canāt make you love me
I canā²t make you love me
No, I canā²t make you love me
Babe, I canāt make you love me
No, I canā²t make you love me
I wish nothing but the best for you
But I hope whoās next sees the rest of you
How come we never even dated
But I still find myself thinking of you daily?
(I still find myself thinking of you)
Why do you always leave me aching
When you were never mine for the taking?
(Never mine for the taking)
How come we never even dated
But I still find myself thinking of you daily?
(I still find myself thinking of you)
Why do you always leave me aching
When you were never mine for the taking?
I canā²t make you love me
No, I canāt make you love me
Babe, I canā²t make you love me
No, I canāt make you love me
Iāve been obsessed with the song since it was released š„
bro said he wanted advice with smthn and ended up yapping for an hour and a few minutes 
