Literally Jaeden Martell

Literally Jaeden Martell

You’re genuinely fucking fake. You don’t care about me, Nor my feelings. You never fucking did. You rely on me to be there for you, But you never do the same for me. You’re utterly fucking disgusting. I wish I never became your goddamn fucking friend. You’re shitty. Not just as a friend, But also as a person. I hope you bump into the wrong people and end up like me. Vulnerable and Broken. I hope nothing great comes into your life. You fucking genuinely suck. You’ve consistently and continuously shown me that my well-being and feelings don’t matter to you. You never did. You’re just a fucking hypocritical bitch. Fuck you. Genuinely. I fucking hate you so fucking much it hurts.

Fuck you. I wish to never have friends like you ever again. Ever. You’ve shown me that you clearly don’t care about your friends or their well-being. It shows you’re clearly just using them to drain them over and over again. And think they don’t have feelings.

I fucking hate you with all my heart.

Edit

Being as though you drained me to bits, I can’t fucking leave you. And I want to. So bad. But I’m attached. And it hurts. It’s like I’m stuck in a place that doesn’t even feel like it, And I’m being huddled and crowded up in it. Squeezing my blood out of me. Draining my last bits drop by drop. And I can’t escape. You’re eating me alive and you know it. You know what you’re doing to me. You know I can’t leave you. You know I’m too Vulnerable to stand up for myself. And you’re taking advantage of me. You clearly know I can’t do anything but tell you to stop. You know I never wanted this. You know you decieved me. You know you’re desperately trying to drain me dry until I can’t physically do anything. You’re amazing. Genuinely phenomenal. You’re a great friend. You don’t want to stop. You keep stabbing me in the heart. Over and over again. Trying to make me bleed out. You’re continuously trying. And you always succeed and win. No matter what. You always knock me down. And when I try to stand, You knock me down once again. The cycle never reverses itself. I hate your guts.

I’m not forgiving you. Ever. I’m fucking forgetting you.

Literally Jaeden Martell

Yes, It’s Yangyang on one of my girlfriend’s account. ~~Um with consent, trust! (SHE DOESNT EVEN USE THIS A–)~~

I deleted my account due to a breakdown / episode I had.

Uh, I’m remaking my account either my birthday ( Oct 28 ) Or June 5th.

Uh, Unfortunately I’m alive and healthy

Yeah, This was so short and unnecessary but um yk, People actually cared, Considering I thought people didn’t during my breakdown. But uh yeah, For now I’m on Camryn’s account 🙃

Edit ( TW )

I was upset and and feeling like I was secretly being betrayed behind my back, Like how I found out before my breakdown. And that’s what caused my breakdown. My friends of 5 years betrayed me, They told I was useless, Told me they hoped I kill myself, Told me I get SA’d and Traffic Jammed (My word for R@p3). And they told me I wasn’t enough. So I had a mental breakdown, And I told my friends (Siloxa, Ramy, and Wren-ge) That I was quitting Mppc, Because I had enough, And I was already dealing with stuff on here too. And I definitely wanted to quit been then. So I thought I was just gunna leave my account to rot. But I went too far as to delete it. And then I was sobbing, Because I left the people who made me feel like I actually mattered. But I sill felt like they were just using me for my happiness, Or betraying me behind my back. So I never thought much of that. But I left the site that not only made me suicidal, But it also made me feel wanted and safe. Even if some of people here are assholes, We’re all family.

So, Yeah 😨