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Iam losing hope in reality.posted in Vent
I’ve lost hope and happiness in anything and everything because to me, I see nothing in this world but cruelty. I miss when I used to be happy. if I ever was.
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Trigger warning but I really need help.posted in Asking For Support
How do you genuinely stop yourself from cutting??? Literally asking for a friend because I really need help. I genuinely need to stop cutting but its getting to me. Iam just a weak piece of shit, And the thought of cutting physically makes me sick, But I cant stop doing it. Its my only best option when things go wrong. I don’t even do it when I don’t get my way, I do it cuz its almost an addiction. When things go wrong. When flashbacks of family rushes. When I’m drained. When I wanna kill myself. Everything.
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Got suspended from school yesterday. (TW ;; Self Harm, Etc)posted in Vent
I recently had stuff going on at home, which you guys known since 2023. but it was recently worse. so at school in second period, I was secretly unscrewing a pencil sharpener and used the…razor blade on myself under the desk. A girl I’m friends with (who was " The silly one " on here before my BSF dessa took over) saw me doing it and was doing it to herself too. then did it to me as well. we were joking over our trauma but we were soon caught due to the small amounts of blood on the floor. We were then suspended n our parents got called. My mom thought about sending me back to the mental hospital (Mind you, the one I go to has people fighting, getting
R@ped, Mainly dying, and more dangerous stuff.) So the thought of sending me back is already insane instead of asking me if I was okay. I never talked to my therapist about it, even though I genuinely need to seek help and get myself.out this horrible place I call home.
I am not okay. And I need to seek help. And before anybody says its my fault, I know it is. I know I shouldn’t have cut myself, but it was literally the only best option…The memories and flashbacks kept flooding in my head so I just cut and cut.I really need help.
