I think I’m transgender. I feel more like a boy n I feel more comfortable. I’m still questioning and figuring things out. I have a lot of envy for boys because I feel uncomfy in my current sex. I don’t feel comfortable in being a female. But everytime I think about being a boy, I feel more safe and comfortable. And, I’m worried to tell my transphobic parents about this. I’m scared of being wrong or not taken seriously. I’m scared of feeling like I’m wrong for feeling like the opposite sex. But enough venting, I wanna tell you all I feel like a questioning trans.

I still find this funny to this day if anyone cares

KayaRoseWho , piddles thank you two for the support. I’m kinda getting better right now, I’ve just been going thru a lot.

as for ayin

why the fuck are you self harming IN SCHOOL of all places. you could’ve done it anywhere else even.

I self harmed in school because I felt like it was the safer option, plus, if I self harmed at home, I wouldve gotten yelled at n most likely beat for my actions. which honestly would’ve made things worse. I wasn’t doing it for attention or because I thought it was “ cool ”. I was already overwhelmed and trying to get through things the only way I knew at that moment. School felt like the only place where I wouldn’t immediately get punished for breaking down.

you genuinely need to have a reality check.

I do not think that will help me get back on my feet. And Considering that something is wrong with me. Reality checks will NOT fix what’s happening to me. Im aware that something is wrong with me.

you’re weird for that shit

Again, I stated why I said it was my fault, You didn’t need to point that out again. I said and I quote " And before anybody says its my fault, I know it is. I know I shouldn’t have cut myself, but it was literally the only best option ". Therefore I do blame myself. Saying that I’m weird for that genuinely hurts my feelings. You could’ve said it a different way. I already admitted that I blame myself for what happened, so repeating it or calling me weird doesn’t help anything. I literally explained why I made that choice, even if it wasn’t healthy. You don’t have to agree with what I did, but there was a better way to respond than insulting me for it. I’m already struggling enough with my own thoughts, and comments like that just make me feel worse instead of understood.

I don’t know about you but like, what if when we’re all sad, our brains are just slowly eating our minds but it doesn’t hurt you, nonetheless the nervous system is in pain so it forces you to cry, it’s not only because of someone, yourself, or what you’d normally think it would be. it’s because your brain is incomplete with yourself.

Wubbrle the [REDACTED] ahh, thank youu 😭😭

YES, I had their consent

My eyes would’ve been closed 6 years ago .

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn’t cut it as a poor man stealing
Tired of livin’ like a blind man
I’m sick of sight without a sense of feeling
And this is how you remind me

This is how you remind me of what I really am
This is how you remind me of what I really am

It’s not like you to say sorry
I was waitin’ on a different story
This time I’m mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin’
And I’ve been wrong, I’ve been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream, “Are we havin’ fun yet?”

Yet, yet, yet, no, no
Yet, yet, yet, no, no

It’s not like you didn’t know that
I said, “I love you,” and I swear I still do
And it must have been so bad
‘Cause livin’ with me must have damn near killed you

And this is how you remind me of what I really am
This is how you remind me of what I really am

It’s not like you to say sorry
I was waitin’ on a different story
This time I’m mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin’
And I’ve been wrong, I’ve been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream, “Are we havin’ fun yet?”

Yet, yet, yet, no, no
Yet, yet, yet, no, no
Yet, yet, yet, no, no
Yet, yet, yet, no, no

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn’t cut it as a poor man stealin’
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me

This is how you remind me of what I really am
This is how you remind me of what I really am

It’s not like you to say sorry
I was waitin’ on a different story
This time I’m mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin’
And I’ve been wrong, I’ve been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream, “Are we havin’ fun yet?”

Yet, yet, are we havin’ fun yet?
Yet, yet, are we havin’ fun yet?
Yeah, yeah (These five words in my head scream)
Are we havin’ fun yet?
Yeah, yeah (These five words in my head)
No, no

You are loved by people, Even if you don’t feel like you are. Even if you don’t feel like you’re enough, You ARE enough. You are worth everything. You are worth so much. Everybody loves you. Even if you’re not known by everyone, You’re still loved by your friends, relatives, classmates, teachers (if you go to school). If you have a pet or more, You’re loved by them. Deep inside, I know you’re strong. I’m glad you all made it this far in life. I’m proud of you guys. Stay safe & remember your worth !! xx

Wubbrle the [REDACTED] finally someone said it, it’s actually so annoying.

Yuki AWWWWWWWWWWWW YUKI STOPPPPPPPPPPP KJH>FSDFHLKHJKDFSK I LOVE YOIUSO FUCKINGH MUCH PSL

I smell the hate coming from a mile away

I think I’m transgender. I feel more like a boy n I feel more comfortable. I’m still questioning and figuring things out. I have a lot of envy for boys because I feel uncomfy in my current sex. I don’t feel comfortable in being a female. But everytime I think about being a boy, I feel more safe and comfortable. And, I’m worried to tell my transphobic parents about this. I’m scared of being wrong or not taken seriously. I’m scared of feeling like I’m wrong for feeling like the opposite sex. But enough venting, I wanna tell you all I feel like a questioning trans.

KayaRoseWho Thank you so much for understanding me. This made me feel a little bit better and I’m glad that me n you feel the same way Abt what they said to me, I thought I was just overreacting and / or being dramatic, Thank you for this.

Yeonjun 𝜗ৎ . said in

At School

That aged

PSL I WAS SO FFNNNY

KayaRoseWho , piddles thank you two for the support. I’m kinda getting better right now, I’ve just been going thru a lot.

as for ayin

why the fuck are you self harming IN SCHOOL of all places. you could’ve done it anywhere else even.

I self harmed in school because I felt like it was the safer option, plus, if I self harmed at home, I wouldve gotten yelled at n most likely beat for my actions. which honestly would’ve made things worse. I wasn’t doing it for attention or because I thought it was “ cool ”. I was already overwhelmed and trying to get through things the only way I knew at that moment. School felt like the only place where I wouldn’t immediately get punished for breaking down.

you genuinely need to have a reality check.

I do not think that will help me get back on my feet. And Considering that something is wrong with me. Reality checks will NOT fix what’s happening to me. Im aware that something is wrong with me.

you’re weird for that shit

Again, I stated why I said it was my fault, You didn’t need to point that out again. I said and I quote " And before anybody says its my fault, I know it is. I know I shouldn’t have cut myself, but it was literally the only best option ". Therefore I do blame myself. Saying that I’m weird for that genuinely hurts my feelings. You could’ve said it a different way. I already admitted that I blame myself for what happened, so repeating it or calling me weird doesn’t help anything. I literally explained why I made that choice, even if it wasn’t healthy. You don’t have to agree with what I did, but there was a better way to respond than insulting me for it. I’m already struggling enough with my own thoughts, and comments like that just make me feel worse instead of understood.

Soverign its https://namekon.com/name-compatibility

shrub Happy Birthday !!

I’ve lost hope and happiness in anything and everything because to me, I see nothing in this world but cruelty. I miss when I used to be happy. if I ever was.