YES, I had their consent

Wubbrle the [REDACTED] ahh, thank youu 😭😭

I don’t know about you but like, what if when we’re all sad, our brains are just slowly eating our minds but it doesn’t hurt you, nonetheless the nervous system is in pain so it forces you to cry, it’s not only because of someone, yourself, or what you’d normally think it would be. it’s because your brain is incomplete with yourself.

I’m only gonna say this once, and I really don’t care if I hurt anybody’s feelings

If somebody vents to you about a personal thing, Don’t make it all about you. That’s selfish and immature. It’s not all about you, And it never will be. If you want to vent, Vent after them, Don’t just say “ Oh, that’s sad, But I had worse “ Did you really? No. Not everything is about you. You will never be the center of attention if you keep acting like that. You’re acting like you’re the only one that matters.

It’s the way I want constant reassurance, The way I crave attention more than I probably should, The way I feel almost needy just for someone’s presence. And I hate it, because I don’t want to be “ too much ” for people. I don’t want them to see me as annoying or overwhelming. But at the same time, I can’t help it. I just want to be close, To be safe. To know that somebody won’t leave me behind. It’s exhausting. Being this self aware, But still not knowing how to stop. I just wish I could be " enough " without needing so much. I wish I could be easy to love. Easy to stay with, But Instead, I feel like Iam constantly fighting this hard part of myself that wants more. more. more. more. and more. It sounds like greed to the point where that sickens me. My clingyness sickens me, My greed sickens me, I sicken me. It’s filthy. I don’t wanna keep draining people for my fuckery. It sickens me so much to see how horrible I am. And It’s disgusting. Absolutely Disgusting and sickening.

I just had to deal with one, Who happened to be my ex, Yuki. I mostly call her by her real name, Yolani. (She doesn’t deserve to be hidden anonymously dude.) And she’s been manipulating me our whole " relationship " and practically cheated on me. We were gonna work it out, but she blamed it all on me, so I had to waste half of my sleep time to cuss her out. I’m like still crying, And I’m tired. This combo really isn’t helping whatsoever. But I needed to get this off my chest BADLY.

My eyes would’ve been closed 6 years ago .

Beep Beep, Richie!

Wubbrle the [REDACTED] finally someone said it, it’s actually so annoying.

IT 2017 was 27 years after IT 1990.

If you don’t get it, Pennywise attacks every 27 years.

Soverign I personally don’t think it is

I think it adds more scare and intense tension to make you think you’re going insane, cuz really, the backrooms isn’t actually REAL, its a figment of your imagination so I think adding monsters in the backrooms helps with messing with your mind even more. Like, The thought of being alone is already unsettling. The isolation that messes with your mind That kind of isolation messes with your head. And the thought of the entities also being with you gives you not just loneliness, But also paranoia. Always being watched, chased, the thought of having to hide. Instead of " Am I losing my mind? " It’s " something is hurting me. You start to think if the entities are actually real. If you’re losing your mind, Or if something is actually after you. It’s like you don’t know what’s real and what’s fake. If this is all a nightmare you can’t wake up from until you escape. Because if the backrooms are just a figment of your imagination, Then the entities are becoming pieces of you. And you can’t seem to understand what is happening in this place, Until you actually figure out what is happening to YOU.

… This wasn’t as funny as I wanted it to be. I’m sorry

Woohoooo !! 😅😅😅

꩜ֶָ֢. 𝒔𝒆𝒕𝒉 ₊˚⊹ 𐂯 I can’t tell what this means but I’ll take it as a compliment

this might’ve been my top 2 at most worst phase

we ( yes WE) know my jimmy phase was #1worst phase

…flinches

rumi frost mentioned guys