like real though if i go dry that means im either busy. having my intense mood swing, or just exhausted. im tired of people that think dry texters are like one of the seven deadly sins
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RE: on some real shitposted in Awareness
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random copypastas from reddit i have in my docsposted in Blog
You useless piece of shit. You absolute waste of space and air. You uneducated, ignorant, idiotic dumb swine, you’re an absolute embarrassment to humanity and all life as a whole.
The magnitude of your failure just now is so indescribably massive that one hundred years into the future your name will be used as moniker of evil for heretics. Even if all of humanity put together their collective intelligence there is no conceivable way they could have thought up a way to fuck up on the unimaginable scale you just did.
When Jesus died for our sins, he must not have seen the sacrilegious act we just witnessed you performing, because if he did he would have forsaken humanity long ago so that your birth may have never become reality.
After you die, your skeleton will be displayed in a museum after being scientifically researched so that all future generations may learn not to generate your bone structure, because every tiny detail anyone may have in common with you degrades them to a useless piece of trash and a burden to society.
No wonder your father questioned whether or not your were truly his son, for you’d have to not be a waste of carbon matter for anyone to love you like a family member.
Your birth made it so that mankind is worse off in every way you can possibly imagine, and you have made it so that society can never really recover any state of organization. Everything has forever fallen into a bewildering chaos, through which unrecognizable core, you can only find misfortune.
I would say the apocalypse is upon us but this is merely the closest word humans have for the sheer scale of horror that is now reality. You have forever condemned everyone you love and know into an eternal state of suffering, worse than any human concept of hell.
You are such an unholy being, that if you step within a one hundred foot radius of a holy place or a place that has ever been deemed important by anyone, your distorted religious soul will ruin whatever meaning it ever had beyond repair.
You are an idiotic, shiteating, dumbass ape and no one has ever loved you. You are a lying, backstabbing, cowardly useless piece of shit and I hate you with every single part of my being.
Even this world’s finest writers and poets from throughout the ages could never hope to accurately describe the scale on which you just fucked up, and how incredibly idiotic you are.
Anyone that believes in any religion out there should now realize that they have been wrong this entire time, for if divine beings were real, they would never have allowed a being such as you to stain the earth and this universe.
In the future there will be horror stories made about you, with the scariest part of them being that the reader has to realize that such an indescribable monster actually exists, and that the horrific events from the movie have actually taken place in the same world that they live in right now.
You are the absolute embodiment of everything that has ever been wrong on this earth, yet even that would only represent a small part of your evil. Never in the history of mankind has there been anyone that could have predicted such an abomination, but here you are.
It’s hard to believe that I am seeing such an incredible failure with my own eyes, but here I am, so unfortunately I cannot deny your existence. Even if I did my very best, my vocabulary is not able to describe the sheer magnitude of the idiotic mistake that is you.
Even if time travel some day will be invented, there still would not be a single soul willing to go back in time to this moment to fix history, because having to witness such incredible horrors would have too many mental and physical drawbacks that not even the bravest soul in history would be willing to risk it.
I cannot imagine the pure dread your mother must have felt when she had to carry a baby for nine months and then giving birth to such a wretched monster as you. Not a single word of the incoherent, illogical rambling you may be wanting to do to defend yourself or apologize would ever be able to make up for what you just did.
The countries of the world would have wanted to make laws preventing such a terrible event like this from ever happening again, but sadly this is not possible since your horrific actions just now have shattered every form of order this world once had, making concepts such as laws irrelevant.
Right from the moment I first set my eyes on you I knew you were an absolute abomination of everything that is wrong with humanity. I was hoping I would have been able to prevent your evil from being released upon this world by tagging along and keeping my eye on you, but it is clear to me now that not even the greatest efforts would have been able to prevent a terrible event in this scale from occurring. -
RE: Moderator Application Topic. (Cut off on September, 16th 2023)posted in Announcements
Username: laraiia
Age: 16
How long have you been a part of this community? :since January 13 2023
How do you think you can help the mod team be effective?: literally stopping drama, giving people notices, yadayada
have you ever been muted or banned, if so, what for?: no bans no mutes (i dont play MPP)
What are some good leadership traits: my discipline and my long statements
How many hours/days are you able to be online per week?: well probs 0-8 hours
Have you had any previous moderation experience?: yeah, in discord n shit
(Bonus) Who is your favorite moderator/admin, and why do you look up to them?: @Duchess cause they have been one of my best personal advisors and a friend for so long
i look up to her the most and wish 'em the bestA little note, I may not be as active so please bare with me for a long response wait-
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RE: Mom.posted in Blog
@Haven Get. The fuck. Out of that place. Secretly call the cops, record every evidence you get, and try and stay with a friend even if your mom thinks she is scary. She is mad. Okay? Try and distance yourself. You aren’t fake. Please try and save yourself.
I’m always open on MPPC whenever you need anything. -
[PSA] "sped" is an ass termposted in Community
calling neurodivergent people (autism, ocd, adhd . .) sped is fucking ass.
if you did not know, sped is short for special education. it is mainly for those with learning disabilities as is (sorry if i say it wrong) but now people are using it as a term to show (in my opinion (and experience)) that somebody is dumb.
- calling someone with a learning or mental disability “sped” is really offensive toward them because one, not all people who has a mental or learning disability are not dumb at all. two, its of course, overused. plus, most people who are neurodivergent do not even belong in sped, they have intelligence too
- sped is mostly connected to NPC, which means “non-player character” but also using that term to tell others they aren’t paying attention or their just dumb (imo) which kind of also ruins the meaning of NPC and sped.
tl, dr: educate yourselves. just say that they should have paid attention, not that gross term.
thank you.
~ somebody who has an experience of having autism + adhd
Latest posts made by ayin
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RE: My Thesis about the Zeal and Ren situationposted in Blog
Pheo True that. It could be that one realized they’ve been manipulated, but as I know, I didn’t really find anything from an actual professional in psychology.
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My Thesis about the Zeal and Ren situationposted in Blog
Reposted from BDNS.
as everyone probably knows, Ren/NoLongerNull, former composer of Pressure, accused Zeal, the project lead of Pressure, of sexual assault and manipulation recently. I wanted to make a sequence of events regarding this. I would like to make it clear that I do not support Zeal and you should go side with Ren, but if new updates arise, I will make a response to it.
Zeal’s response just came out today so I’ll be looking to it.
Of course, TW for mentions of Sexual Assault and Self-death. Comfort censor due to text flood.
As a reminder, Zeal:- “Pretended to be his mother”
- Made the infamous response video (talking about Work at a Pizza Place + “sorry I wasn’t good at sex”) which we’ll look further into
- Apparently attempted to end his life
Keep in mind that Ren specifically said this: “Zeal. I beg of you, please, do not harm yourself or others around you because of this document. Don’t self-harm. Don’t kill yourself. It will not make things better for you, or for those who love you, if you even care. And do not yell at, or harm, anyone else around you (from the team, or your friends/family).” - Played Roblox while in the hospital; it is common that if you’re in the hospital because of this psych, the internet may be taken away from you or you just get restrictive access. Social Media is usually a leading cause to attempts.
- Is diagnosed with Autism, which is important for what I’m about to go over due to his lack of social cues
- Sent cute animals cuddling to other women so no special treatment was given.
Ren:
- Is diagnosed with BPD, and so explains this section:
- Apparently enjoyed the interactions she had with Zeal (with DM proof of it) though she retracted consent after
Keep in mind that you CAN retract consent if you felt that someone may have been pushy the entire time, or that they manipulated you and you found out. You’re valid.
Timeline:
- Ren used to work with Zeal before she ultimately stepped down. Zeal and Ren did have minor arguments like leaking unofficial/confidential music Ren made before RDC.
- Ren and Zeal got along privately. Zeal was prideful of his figure, and Ren was “happy” about it. Zeal wanted to carry Ren around from his pride because Ren is shorter than him.
Virtual and physical consent is different. Zeal probably thought both. - To RDC, Zeal shared what hotel he was in (Mariott) to Ren, which was somehow a plan even though Ren originally asked where Zeal was. When they both met, Zeal carried her around. Ren did not like it but preferred not to show it because she was depending on Zeal; this could be that Zeal was Ren’s “favorite person.”
- Zeal and Ren had intercourse, except Zeal apparently made sure Ren was taken care of. Ren explicitly stated that she liked the interaction several times on their DMs, however Zeal did not pick up the fact Ren genuinely depended on him. This might mean Ren had hypersexual tendencies.
- Ren got concealer from a friend after Zeal gave her hickeys unintentionally, however Ren was rubbing it off and showing off the hickeys she got from Zeal, which led to multiple people knowing, what Zeal didn’t want. Zeal confronted Ren about it when Ren was at the theater and Zeal was heading back to his dorm, explaining that Ren broke his trust. Ren would then try to find the person who told others, exclaiming a threat to harm them.
- Ren attempted soon after Zeal turned off his phone, and when Zeal learned about it once he was home, he was horrified. He still had feelings for her and he wanted to help her out still. This can be ignorance, however a breach of privacy is still a bad thing to do. I do not blame Zeal for Ren’s attempt.
Note that this screenshot in particular is still weird.
- Due to the RDC delaying the Operation: Heartburn update, Zeal was more busier, not responding to Ren frequently and trying to meet up the short deadline. Zeal forgot her real name, usually referring her as Ren. This is not meant to be a bad thing.
- Zeal wanted to reject Ren because of everything that happened, because he felt entrapped. Zeal apparently never saw Ren as “a body to use” but as someone to be taken care of, but Zeal didn’t want long-distance relationships. Ren was pushing it, but Zeal kept his ground as FWB only.
- During “The Block,” an event Ren attended, Zeal learned that Ren harassed people through DMs and in-person and gloated about tearing apart a sticker. Ren also leaked music early. This led Zeal to lose further interest in Ren, as initially, Zeal didn’t want to date due to their locations. Zeal was content with Ren removing her private account from his, and since she cut his Twitter off, Zeal didn’t know about the suspension.
- Zeal began to act cold to Ren as a plan of her leaving Zeal for good. Zeal apparently never claimed that Ren assaulted him at all. Ren was banned from RDC due to the self-death scare, and was excommunicated from her team due to her actions. Zeal did look after her financially, and Zeal does not know why Ren retracted her consent.
also small note but you can’t be saying “Consent given cannot be retracted 6 months later.” in a response to you apparently sexually assaulting somebody; it’s insensitive and really dumb
Summary: Zeal and Ren worked until Ren quit, they were still friends moving into FWB, Ren was romantically pursuing Zeal and Zeal denied it, Ren attempted and Zeal felt bad, but then Ren did fucked up shit which made Zeal want to distance himself from her.
Of course, support Ren and boycott the game plus its merch. Do not say anything about the game or call it “drama” as this is a serious situation that has harmed several people. Aside from this, we can only hope Zeal is doing okay. Nobody should die from this, but it should be a time to learn and change.
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RE: I'm so fucking disgusted.posted in Boredom
Soverign zeal’s response video still got me giggling
i know i shouldnt joke but tfym “im sorry i wasnt very good at sex”PLUS THE RANDOM WAAPP STRAY TOO