white people be like:
I’m….not even white.
white people be like:
I’m….not even white.
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I smell the hate coming from a mile away
I think I’m transgender. I feel more like a boy n I feel more comfortable. I’m still questioning and figuring things out. I have a lot of envy for boys because I feel uncomfy in my current sex. I don’t feel comfortable in being a female. But everytime I think about being a boy, I feel more safe and comfortable. And, I’m worried to tell my transphobic parents about this. I’m scared of being wrong or not taken seriously. I’m scared of feeling like I’m wrong for feeling like the opposite sex. But enough venting, I wanna tell you all I feel like a questioning trans.
KayaRoseWho Thank you so much for understanding me. This made me feel a little bit better and I’m glad that me n you feel the same way Abt what they said to me, I thought I was just overreacting and / or being dramatic, Thank you for this.
KayaRoseWho , piddles thank you two for the support. I’m kinda getting better right now, I’ve just been going thru a lot.
as for ayin
why the fuck are you self harming IN SCHOOL of all places. you could’ve done it anywhere else even.
I self harmed in school because I felt like it was the safer option, plus, if I self harmed at home, I wouldve gotten yelled at n most likely beat for my actions. which honestly would’ve made things worse. I wasn’t doing it for attention or because I thought it was “ cool ”. I was already overwhelmed and trying to get through things the only way I knew at that moment. School felt like the only place where I wouldn’t immediately get punished for breaking down.
you genuinely need to have a reality check.
I do not think that will help me get back on my feet. And Considering that something is wrong with me. Reality checks will NOT fix what’s happening to me. Im aware that something is wrong with me.
you’re weird for that shit
Again, I stated why I said it was my fault, You didn’t need to point that out again. I said and I quote " And before anybody says its my fault, I know it is. I know I shouldn’t have cut myself, but it was literally the only best option ". Therefore I do blame myself. Saying that I’m weird for that genuinely hurts my feelings. You could’ve said it a different way. I already admitted that I blame myself for what happened, so repeating it or calling me weird doesn’t help anything. I literally explained why I made that choice, even if it wasn’t healthy. You don’t have to agree with what I did, but there was a better way to respond than insulting me for it. I’m already struggling enough with my own thoughts, and comments like that just make me feel worse instead of understood.
I’ve lost hope and happiness in anything and everything because to me, I see nothing in this world but cruelty. I miss when I used to be happy. if I ever was.
How do you genuinely stop yourself from cutting??? Literally asking for a friend because I really need help. I genuinely need to stop cutting but its getting to me. Iam just a weak piece of shit, And the thought of cutting physically makes me sick, But I cant stop doing it. Its my only best option when things go wrong. I don’t even do it when I don’t get my way, I do it cuz its almost an addiction. When things go wrong. When flashbacks of family rushes. When I’m drained. When I wanna kill myself. Everything.
I recently had stuff going on at home, which you guys known since 2023. but it was recently worse. so at school in second period, I was secretly unscrewing a pencil sharpener and used the…razor blade on myself under the desk. A girl I’m friends with (who was " The silly one " on here before my BSF dessa took over) saw me doing it and was doing it to herself too. then did it to me as well. we were joking over our trauma but we were soon caught due to the small amounts of blood on the floor. We were then suspended n our parents got called. My mom thought about sending me back to the mental hospital (Mind you, the one I go to has people fighting, getting R@ped, Mainly dying, and more dangerous stuff.) So the thought of sending me back is already insane instead of asking me if I was okay. I never talked to my therapist about it, even though I genuinely need to seek help and get myself.out this horrible place I call home.
I am not okay. And I need to seek help. And before anybody says its my fault, I know it is. I know I shouldn’t have cut myself, but it was literally the only best option…The memories and flashbacks kept flooding in my head so I just cut and cut.
I really need help.
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