I think I’m transgender. I feel more like a boy n I feel more comfortable. I’m still questioning and figuring things out. I have a lot of envy for boys because I feel uncomfy in my current sex. I don’t feel comfortable in being a female. But everytime I think about being a boy, I feel more safe and comfortable. And, I’m worried to tell my transphobic parents about this. I’m scared of being wrong or not taken seriously. I’m scared of feeling like I’m wrong for feeling like the opposite sex. But enough venting, I wanna tell you all I feel like a questioning trans.

I still find this funny to this day if anyone cares

KayaRoseWho , piddles thank you two for the support. I’m kinda getting better right now, I’ve just been going thru a lot.

as for ayin

why the fuck are you self harming IN SCHOOL of all places. you could’ve done it anywhere else even.

I self harmed in school because I felt like it was the safer option, plus, if I self harmed at home, I wouldve gotten yelled at n most likely beat for my actions. which honestly would’ve made things worse. I wasn’t doing it for attention or because I thought it was “ cool ”. I was already overwhelmed and trying to get through things the only way I knew at that moment. School felt like the only place where I wouldn’t immediately get punished for breaking down.

you genuinely need to have a reality check.

I do not think that will help me get back on my feet. And Considering that something is wrong with me. Reality checks will NOT fix what’s happening to me. Im aware that something is wrong with me.

you’re weird for that shit

Again, I stated why I said it was my fault, You didn’t need to point that out again. I said and I quote " And before anybody says its my fault, I know it is. I know I shouldn’t have cut myself, but it was literally the only best option ". Therefore I do blame myself. Saying that I’m weird for that genuinely hurts my feelings. You could’ve said it a different way. I already admitted that I blame myself for what happened, so repeating it or calling me weird doesn’t help anything. I literally explained why I made that choice, even if it wasn’t healthy. You don’t have to agree with what I did, but there was a better way to respond than insulting me for it. I’m already struggling enough with my own thoughts, and comments like that just make me feel worse instead of understood.

I don’t know about you but like, what if when we’re all sad, our brains are just slowly eating our minds but it doesn’t hurt you, nonetheless the nervous system is in pain so it forces you to cry, it’s not only because of someone, yourself, or what you’d normally think it would be. it’s because your brain is incomplete with yourself.

YES, I had their consent

My eyes would’ve been closed 6 years ago .

@Blake @Siloxa922

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn’t cut it as a poor man stealing
Tired of livin’ like a blind man
I’m sick of sight without a sense of feeling
And this is how you remind me

This is how you remind me of what I really am
This is how you remind me of what I really am

It’s not like you to say sorry
I was waitin’ on a different story
This time I’m mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin’
And I’ve been wrong, I’ve been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream, “Are we havin’ fun yet?”

Yet, yet, yet, no, no
Yet, yet, yet, no, no

It’s not like you didn’t know that
I said, “I love you,” and I swear I still do
And it must have been so bad
‘Cause livin’ with me must have damn near killed you

And this is how you remind me of what I really am
This is how you remind me of what I really am

It’s not like you to say sorry
I was waitin’ on a different story
This time I’m mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin’
And I’ve been wrong, I’ve been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream, “Are we havin’ fun yet?”

Yet, yet, yet, no, no
Yet, yet, yet, no, no
Yet, yet, yet, no, no
Yet, yet, yet, no, no

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn’t cut it as a poor man stealin’
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me

This is how you remind me of what I really am
This is how you remind me of what I really am

It’s not like you to say sorry
I was waitin’ on a different story
This time I’m mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin’
And I’ve been wrong, I’ve been down
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream, “Are we havin’ fun yet?”

Yet, yet, are we havin’ fun yet?
Yet, yet, are we havin’ fun yet?
Yeah, yeah (These five words in my head scream)
Are we havin’ fun yet?
Yeah, yeah (These five words in my head)
No, no

Yuki rumi River Wubbrle the [REDACTED] Yeonjun 𝜗ৎ . Page.Soobin (Loser Lover Ver.) @Nevaeh-Vaehnie-33

I just had to deal with one, Who happened to be my ex, Yuki. I mostly call her by her real name, Yolani. (She doesn’t deserve to be hidden anonymously dude.) And she’s been manipulating me our whole " relationship " and practically cheated on me. We were gonna work it out, but she blamed it all on me, so I had to waste half of my sleep time to cuss her out. I’m like still crying, And I’m tired. This combo really isn’t helping whatsoever. But I needed to get this off my chest BADLY.

Wubbrle the [REDACTED] ahh, thank youu 😭😭

I try not thinkin’ too much, not movin’ too fast
‘Cause life will pass you by real quick, watch this
I’ma throw a fit if I keep watchin’ this, watch, tick
Keep your eyes on the prize, don’t sit
Don’t snooze, you got too much to lose, then it feels like
I try, not thinkin’ too much, not movin’ too fast
‘Cause life will pass you by real quick, watch this (I’ma throw)
Close my eyes
I don’t know if I’d rather be dreamin’, dreamin’
Or be with you
‘Cause I know that one day, we’ll be leavin’, be leavin’
So like forever ain’t forever ain’t enough (uh-huh)
And time is runnin’, you know better than to rush (yeah, ay)
Like forever ain’t forever ain’t enough
Tried to tell you I’m not ready yet to go
Strawberry day, red like the sun rays
I love the taste, could lay here all day
You love to say, nothin’ to say, ay, ay
So maybe
Close my eyes
I don’t know if I’d rather be dreamin’, dreamin’
Or be with you
‘Cause I know that one day, we’ll be leavin’, be leavin’
So like forever ain’t forever ain’t enough (uh-huh)
And time is runnin’, you know better than to rush (yeah, ay)
Like forever ain’t forever ain’t enough
Tried to tell you I’m not ready yet to go
Wherever I’m meant to be
Wherever I’m meant to be, yeah
I can’t help it, I can’t help it, yeah
Wherever I’m meant to be
Wherever I’m meant to be, yeah
I can’t help it, I can’t help it (ooh)

When I’m highkey js entertainment for people to laugh at, but lowkey not even realize that I’m an actual person with feelings.

It makes me so sick how ungrateful kids are being now.

I’m greatful for what I get because I know my parents work hard to get me what they can afford. Ungrateful people make me sick to my stomach because they act so greedy and bratty. It’s so disgusting to hear how kids actually sound when they’re ungrateful. We need more kids to be more grateful for what they get. I know they’re kids, But it’s so disgusting to know they throw a tantrum and a fit because they don’t get what they want. You get what you get, And you don’t get upset. It’s absolutely trifling how these kids are. And most of them are also teens, They’re old enough to understand that they aren’t supposed to be this greedy. The fucking brattiness and tantrums and greed make me so sick to my stomach where I just wanna throw up. Yes, I was like this when I was a kid, But I’m 14 now and I know how hard my parents work. Getting something is better than getting nothing at all. That’s all, Cha Hyun Su Out.

You are loved by people, Even if you don’t feel like you are. Even if you don’t feel like you’re enough, You ARE enough. You are worth everything. You are worth so much. Everybody loves you. Even if you’re not known by everyone, You’re still loved by your friends, relatives, classmates, teachers (if you go to school). If you have a pet or more, You’re loved by them. Deep inside, I know you’re strong. I’m glad you all made it this far in life. I’m proud of you guys. Stay safe & remember your worth !! xx

IT 2017 was 27 years after IT 1990.

If you don’t get it, Pennywise attacks every 27 years.

I recently had stuff going on at home, which you guys known since 2023. but it was recently worse. so at school in second period, I was secretly unscrewing a pencil sharpener and used the…razor blade on myself under the desk. A girl I’m friends with (who was " The silly one " on here before my BSF dessa took over) saw me doing it and was doing it to herself too. then did it to me as well. we were joking over our trauma but we were soon caught due to the small amounts of blood on the floor. We were then suspended n our parents got called. My mom thought about sending me back to the mental hospital (Mind you, the one I go to has people fighting, getting R@ped, Mainly dying, and more dangerous stuff.) So the thought of sending me back is already insane instead of asking me if I was okay. I never talked to my therapist about it, even though I genuinely need to seek help and get myself.out this horrible place I call home.
I am not okay. And I need to seek help. And before anybody says its my fault, I know it is. I know I shouldn’t have cut myself, but it was literally the only best option…The memories and flashbacks kept flooding in my head so I just cut and cut.

I really need help.

Neither of you are in the right to be Arguing. Just type it out like normal people and keep doomscrolling.

I’m not saying you aren’t wrong for getting mad at the person for whatever reason, I’m saying that they’re not just wrong for what they said. You’re also in the wrong for indulging in the argument. You and Them are in the wrong. Not just them.

I’m not saying you should stop with this, But i just personally find it stupid, And I want to express how i feel about this. Being as though 10 minutes ago, Someone told me to kms, I didn’t start a thing.

I’m sorry if i hurt anybody with this topic, But i really just find social media arguments stupid.