Storytime on why I took a break (TW ; Mention of SH & Suicide)

[PaintingRainbows]

So I found this Eddie friend like a couple weeks ago, And we were becoming close, and I mentioned abt Stanley, who was my gf, and she kept pressuring me to say smth about her, but I was too scared, and then she told me she liked me, and I didn’t wanna hurt her feelings, so I kinda jus agreed, because only God knows what would happen.

So then like a couple weeks ago, she told me she was gunna carve my name in her skin with a blade, and I told her not to, and comforted her. And she said she was gunna do it with sharpie. And then the night after she told me she was gunna do allat, She told me she did it. She carved my initial in her thigh. And she Sent a photo of it on discordAnd I’m like, what the fuck, because NOBODY has done this when I was with them. And I didn’t know what to even say, I kept just saying why why why. And she kept saying " because ily " and " hehe " And I was genuinely like " what…? " And I was scared to do anything but comfort her, because one wrong move and she might carve my whole name, or worse, kill herself. And I’m literally just so over it rn

I have more drama I received today, So I’ll say that soon

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Edit ; Her best friend [2:35 PM JUL 14]

So, I found out a couple days ago she changed her whole thing and she was matching with her bsf, Yes cool idc, That’s fine. But like, yes, my gf and her bsf are matching right, yeah that’s normal, idc, But her bsf carves my gf’s name in her skin, and my gf does the same? I noticed also she dosent have me in her bio anymore only her bsf? I’m scared to break up with her because only God knows what she could do. Yeah, If she could do that type of shit like carving someone’s inital and name in her skin, Only God knows what else she could do. I also got this information from my bsf, And she was on a call with the bsf, And asked her why’d she do that, and the bsf said she said she’s done it before?? Like idk, I think she’ll like, say that it’s because they’re bsfs, or make me feel like I’m in the wrong, or some shit like that.

Sorry if this makes NO sense but you know??

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Edit ; I did it. [ 2:56 PM JUL 14 ]

[PaintingRainbows]

yes I’m a coward stop ok

[soverignwoverign12309]

@Richie-Tozier listen, its a lot to deal with, and it makes sense you feel overwhelmed by it, especially when they are SH about YOU, and you didn’t have a choice in it and felt like you had to help her feeling to make sure she was okay, but what do you need rn? its absolutely normal for you to feel anxious in this situation, i promise you richie.

[PaintingRainbows]

Soverign You’re really sweet. Thank you. You’re actually really kind.

[soverignwoverign12309]

@Richie-Tozier said in Storytime on why I took a break (TW ; Mention of SH & Suicide):

i am SO proud of you, you picked up the courage to finally break up, you shouldnt feel ashamed of yourself, and if this is what makes you happy, so be it, well done richie <3

[soverignwoverign12309]

@Richie-Tozier tyyy I try my best <3

[PaintingRainbows]

ONLY TO BE DATING HER BEST FRIEND WHILE WE WERE TGTHR BTW.

[Siloxa922]

@Richie-Tozier isnt that good? so now you dont have to worry about being her/his gf and stress about all the things that’ll happen if you DID break up, which you did, btw.

[PaintingRainbows]

Siloxa I mean true, ilysm /p