back to our regularly scheduled depression program
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i build walls
walls to protect me from the overhaul of emotion
that causes a panic on my end
you broke my walls,
stole the pillow to break my falls,
apologize and think life is okay.
youโre a user,
i tried to love you
but youโre a chooser.
and you chose to make the decision to stab me in the back
and in the front
and in the side
and smile,
like you take pride in the fact that youre and attention whore