“I feel like I’m struggling to understand my purpose still… And in turn I’m worried they will never be able to understand me fully.” -About your friends, family, people in general.
What i have to say:
If the problem is about reliability, then you and I have something in common. For I am the only one of my kind. We share in that loneliness.
“Really?”
…Probably. Who knows?
“Huh??”
The universe is endless… Perhaps there is another who is looking for me, but if I wanted someone who understood me completely… I would not go looking for them. Even if there was a clone of you, born at the same time with the same purpose, they still wouldn’t be you. They would not inherently understand you better than your other friends. They will have different lives, and a different view of the world through that life.
What you are experiencing right now, in this exact moment… No one else will have it. It is Singularly yours. Even as I experience it with you, my perspective of this shared moment is entirely different. We are united together in this, and at the same time we are worlds apart.
I suppose it is lonely, to know that whether you were a human or not, there isn’t a single moment that anyone will ever truly understand it the way that you do.
But isn’t it more fun to be in awe and reverence of it all, to find any measure of closeness in the vast ocean of reality?
Because out of all of the infinite moments in this universe occurring simultaneously, and out of every other possibility that was abandoned, for better or worse,
you are here.
