Venting Session (Am I The Only One?) by K. Jay (me)
Feel like Iāve changed on yāall and for that I apologize.
I know that I can be very inconsistent at times.
One minute Iām friendly, the next Iām a prick.
Iām sorry to those of which Iāve been a dick.
Feel like I canāt keep up with life.
Everythingās moving so fast.
It just feels like the past two years
Have been moving at the speed of a minute.
Now itās too late to finally put effort in and
I want you all to know
That Iām grateful for my ability to show
The memories of my life
And for my knack to tell stories.
Whether they be of strife
Or something really boring.
And I donāt wanna come across
As someone who really knows a lot
āCause Iām ābout as dumb as a rock.
Iām just a slut who likes boobies and cocks.
Some people say that Iām smart.
I tell āem āI got less brains than a Pop Tart.ā
I hate it when people say Iām not dumb
āCause if you were me, youād see where Iām coming from.
Please, can someone
Give me me reassurance that Iām
Not the only one
Who bitches ābout shit
But never does nothinā ābout it?
Am I the only one
Who bitches ābout shit
But never does nothinā ābout it?
Feel like all I ever do
Is stress myself out
Along with my family and friends too.
Inkfell, can you tell me how
Youāve put up with my shit for the past few years now?
I donāt know how anyone likes me.
I donāt know how I have friends.
I donāt know how people think Iām funny.
I donāt know when this self-doubt will end.
Do I really like guys?
I feel like do but
That could be the wool over my eyes
Thatās trying to make my decisions blind!
Everytime I get the chance to unwind
And go outside
Thereās always the thought in the back of my mind
That tells me that Iām
better if I just stay inside!
Feel like all I ever do is whine.
Iāve been doing it for the whole of this songās runtime.
I sincerely apologize
If it sounds like all I ever do is bitch and cry!
I donāt want to sound needy
But I guess thatās all I can be
āCause itās me.
Itās in my blood
To be a fuck up.
Iāve had enough of
Beating myself up.
Iāve been wanting to change my mindset
For the longest time but I guess that
Iām too lazy to do anything at all.
Except complain in the form of song
Rather than trying to fix my problems.
In fact, Iām the one who caused them.
Can somebody tell me how Iām
Not the only one
Who bitches ābout shit
But never does nothinā ābout it?
Am I the only one
Who bitches ābout shit
But never does nothinā ābout it?
This ends my venting session. Thank you for listening.
