@Victor The thing about love is that you can’t let it blossom if you’re too scared to let the sun shine. But if you are, that’s okay too. Everyone gets scared to allow something in their hearts that they think could hurt. I won’t tell you what you should have done, but Ill tell you what you can do now. Being happy for this person, which you’ve already done, and being happy for the memories you had with this person. Being grateful for what you’ve been given from something that is gone helps rather being sad that something is gone. The fruits from them might be peaceful. I want you to be happy too. Unfortunately the world isnt perfect and when we find happiness in the one thing we can’t have, it makes moving onto a happy healthy life hard. It will take a while to move on, so give it time. Next time, trust what you want in your heart. Sometimes people find great things when they let the light shine instead of hiding in the shadows of “what if.”
Unless they magically tell this girl they’re breaking up and gets back with you. Which shockingly happns a lot in these stories lol. But don’t count on that because I don’t want you waiting on something that might never happen. And then you’d be wasting your energy on something besides making yourself happy without them.