@finn-kinda-hot Oh man D:
I am truly sorry that you’ve been feeling so out of order, I had no idea to this extent of it. Suicide seems like the way out, but like I say, the only thing that comes out of that is even more sadness, more sorrow.
Your family should really respect who you are, and your needs and everything. You’re deserving of the happiness you need, and the help from your friends.
I really hope you can overcome this - you’ve helped a lot of people, including me, over things similar. It’d be time for us to stay with you, to make sure you’re doing okay.