@Bandit SHOW ME

there’s always been some crazy ass drama happening with someone

@Poptart_Yeeter said in hello ONCE AGAIN, drama alert nation:

wait peepaw afton what are you doing out of bed?😔

wrong kind of afton. i’m basically the manifestation of agony :3

the first thing I thought after reading this

“bing bong fuck ya life” releases pigeon in shop

Stop involving me in drama I’m not in PLEASE. Yes this includes venting to me about someone else in particular, it’s really annoying especially when the drama is between 2 people I’m friends with. It’s exhausting as hell to open my dms and see someone shit talking someone literally in my favorite person list.

This is and isn’t directed to anyone in particular because everyone does it, even people outside of mppc.

I’m not here on this site to have enemies nor am I here to find a relationship, I’m here for fun and to make friends. Leave me out of your drama because I promise you, just because I don’t tell you about it, I already deal with my own outside of mppc.

The more this happens the more you’re driving me away from this site. Please please please let me just stay for gits and shiggles.

i woke up to a news alert like this

https://abc11.com/post/javion-magee-death-henderson-nc-investigation-not-lynching-vance-county-sheriff-says-despite-reports-hanging/15299573/

like damn news app, goodmorning to you too.

but ngl, i actually don’t know if i believe it’s a suicide or not, based on things i’ve experienced in henderson, it’s still possible that it’s a lynching in my eyes, even though the evidence point otherwise because if you don’t know, henderson is NOT the most progressive town, at all. and i’ll leave it at that because i don’t wanna start a riot but i do want to make other users aware of this case and the fact that it’s still a possibility that this man was lynched. the main thing for me is the sheriff declining more details. the only details this man gave was basically “he bought a rope from walmart, he went to a smoke shop and his body was found not far from his truck” and his parents havent been allowed to see his body, which is weird because if it’s a suicide you’d expect them to let his parents see him. i just feel bad for his family and stuff but yeah, thats my rant for the morning.

@tea-and-crumpets yet another youtuber i thought was just a chill mf turns out to be a creep. 😔

Saying something rude, disrespectful, or hurtful then putting ‘/j’ in front of it for ‘humor’ isn’t funny. Thats like saying ‘ew, that art sucks’ then putting ‘/j’ in front of it so you don’t get in trouble is stinky

well jeepers, aren’t they just sacks of misery

bankedboxbox exactly, i dont love taylor swift, it’s like 3 or 4 songs i like but you don’t have to make it known at every chance you get that you hate her, you can like her as a person without liking her music and stabbing kids at her festival is crazy

boykisser “do something adhd” Okay that’s just rude. You’re not a circus show.

@A38 Yeah, it’s crazy how people think they’re the same thing lol

My Bf is not online anymore… I don’t have any socials with them… IF THEIR QUITTING LET ME KNOW 😭

@Blake_From_Pokepasta_Real

HUNNY COME BACKKK!!!

It’s useless, I tried, but to no avail
To tell you how much I know, how much I care
Come home
Breathe until your lungs fail
You can sing 'til you go deaf
Every day that you don’t call her
I can feel it
You’re coming down
I am sick
I am horrified at everything I hear
The youngest daughter lost her way
Every day repeats itself again
The cycle of our misery, it drives us all insane
Please come home
The poison takes away from us
Now you’re sick to death from all the drugs
Breathe until your lungs fail
You can sing 'til you go deaf
Every day that you don’t call her
I can feel it
You’re coming down

__

like i knew they were about trying to save someone from drug addiction but its about one of the bands members sisters in real life and it makes me so sad to know thats an experience someone had to go through. drug addiction isnt worth it, it ruins your life. if you need to quit you can ask for help, you can use anonymous hotlines, you can quit! im over a year nicotine free and its never easy but it improves your quality of life a lot, just see how well it goes. and its painful for a while, the way i smoked, i went through a lot of withdrawal headaches and shit but we tried gummies and stuff and it worked. since april 27, 2023 i havent touched a vape, thats my accomplishment. anyway, enjoy your day!

finneass <33
any time someone addresses mental health awareness in any possible way it only wants to make me bomb another orphanage
even if that some way is a simple ‘hello’
bomb. the. orphanage.

(TW AGAIN: Suicide, depression, Starvation)
(read if you don’t give a fuc about the tws)

Zachary sat on his bed, mindlessly scrolling on his phone watching how perfect everyone’s lives were, wishing that was him. He tried daydreaming slightly, imagining how his life could be perfect and nothing bad happened. He lost it as soon as he heard the door click open. Marco peeked through. Zachary snapped out of his perfect little imaginary life, trying not to lose it.
“Hey, uh- me and the boys are going out to get some pizza. Wanna come?”
Zachary shook his head, not wanting to socialize.
“Aight. seeya.”
Marco shut the door, and soon Zachary heard Marco’s car revving and pulling out of the water saturated driveway. He was alone, with his thoughts.
Trying not to starve himself, Zachary got up, deciding to make something quick and easy to eat. But soon realizing he wasn’t hungry, he went back to his room.
Zachary texted Marco, seeing when he’d be home
‘hey. what time r u gonna b home?’
No response. Marco was probably busy. Again.

Marco came home late, around 1 am.

“I’m home!”
He shouted, but to no opening door or Zachary peeking out over the couch.

He walked in the kitchen, nothing. The utensil drawer was opened though.
He opened Zachary’s room, and there he was…
Lying dead on his bed.

god I feel so bad for her kids and her husband and everyone else. she told her family she wanted a higher seat, walked up to the top and they didn’t see her, she fell from the top row in the stadium, she was 53 and she’d suffered from suicidal thoughts and stuff and didn’t take her meds.

@zack GOOFY GOOBER 4 LIFE

borrowed_time Bro, I’m genuinely sorry to hear that. Nobody should have to go through something like what you’ve had to go through. I’m glad that you’re better though, and therapy is helping 😁

If someone can’t even take the time to respond to you then you have every right to cut them off.

my perfect,
i want to smile,
can’t remember how,
i haven’t for awhile.

i hate myself,
but i love myself,
it’s a constant battle,
i can’t win.

i hear the voices
im not enough
i try and try
to call their bluff
but are they wrong?

sometimes i lay and wonder
whats wrong with me?

so sometimes i cry,
i want to die,
even though deep down i don’t.

i take the lighter to my skin,
and cheat the battle i cant win.

and welcome stranger,
into the mind,
and life of finn.

jic you couldnt tell what this porm was about, its about my experiences with depression, but the thing is i cant really “get my depression under control” since its caused by lack of chemicals in my brain, not really something i can change. so its a constant battle with my lack of serotonin and sometimes it gets to me. i dont self harm anymore, but i used to a lot. so this was my way of bringing awareness to clincal depression caused by lack of serotonin. remember that theres some things therapy cant cure. and for me, thats my depression. no matter how many worksheets or how much talking i do, i always end up hating myself and having this really bad suicidal ideation and ill never go through with trying it again but its hard to live in a constant battle in your head, which i really cant fucking win. but yeah, hope you enjoyed this poem <33