This close from having an outburst 🤏

[A Former User]

blank two I kind of know where she gets the “Jesabelle” thing from. I live in a Christian house hold too lol. My own family doesn’t want me being gay, but that’s not gonna stop me. (despite the F slur being said) Don’t let your mother’s views and beliefs stop you. And yes, Ik being gay is wrong, but its not hurting anyone. So you keep being you. :3

[A Former User]

why did you mention everyone

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@InvalidBandit lol idk

To expose my loving mother 🥰👹

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Sapphire!!! my mom calls them the f slur too

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Like if I were to draw this,

She’d ask me the meaning behind it and why I drew it. Then she’d ask if I wanna be that drawing and if I say no, she’d be like, “why are you lying? chuckles” and I’d try to explain why I’m not and she’d be like "I can’t believe that. " it’s her form of gaslighting me

[A Former User]

blank two I’ll be honest, I can see if she had some disagreement with the being gay thing but the rest is just nonsense. You’re allowed to have gay friends. You’re allowed to have had some toxic friends as long as they’re not still in your life (because we all make mistakes in life), you’re allowed to be sad, and you’re allowed to draw what you want (as long as it’s not innipropriate, then I’d say that’s bad). Now the major outlier there is the part about her “seeing into your eyes” bit. That’s just mumbo jumbo. She’s probably just seeing things she wants to see.

[A Former User]

blank two Ah, okay. I mean. If my child showed me this I’d be concerned xD Since they’re kind of inappropriately dressed. But I wouldnt think it had to do with demons.

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@Duchess she let’s me draw for 30 minutes once a week. Even then I dont have the feels to draw because shell ask me shit about it. Even then she won’t let me use references so I don’t know anything new to draw.

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@Duchess even if I drew her with normal clothes she’d ask, or even if they didn’t have a body I just drew a head

[A Former User]

blank two So does her asking about your art bother you a lot then?

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@Duchess very, because she gaslights me in the process 😌

[A Former User]

blank two Could you tell me about how she gaslights you about the art?

[A Former User]

blank two I draw demonic stuff all the time, and my family don’t know where it’s from lol

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@Duchess well I just said, she asks me why I drew (character) no matter if theyre appropriately dresses. Id tell her I don’t know or because it’s the only think I know how to draw with no refrence pictures. She says, “your lying” then goes on to tell me how I wished it was me because of the short hair even if they’re a while different fucking race/skin tone. Shed end up not believing me and that’s why she always thinks I’m lying to her 🥰

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@Duchess even tho she has no proof that I’m lying she’s just pulling dumbass shit from her ass

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Sapphire!!! lol

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Sapphire!!! my mom used to be like that

[A Former User]

blank two Ohh so would you say one of the main things she gets mad about is the drawings?

[A Former User]

blank two What a narcissist.

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@Duchess ye