im gonna fucking take my life away and not give two fucks.
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i hate relationships. fuck them. literally. they never last even tho when you believe that they can, they still dont. i fucking hate how much you can get attached to someone just to get fucking broken afterwards. whats the point in love anymore man. literally. and yes, is it fucking pathetic for saying that your going to take your life away over a fucking breakup? yea. it is… but when you said that you would do anything to make the other person happy that shit hits different.
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I feel like this situation could be avoided if you were to stop dating so frequently and just wait until you’re older and more mature enough to handle break ups, and mature enough to really find the one for you. I don’t think saying you’re gonna take your life over something like this is okay. So, I think you should give yourself time to heal, time to process, instead of just throwing your life away
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@X-HEXER-X its just a fucking thought man. and i havent been dating so frequently so idk what the fuck your on but thats not true. and if you fucking knew what happened you would understand why im so hurt cyx. you cant just tell me how to live my own love life and then tell me to try and heal when i dont know how. ill gladly fucking tell you what happened tho. maybe you’ll understand why im so hurt then.
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@xay-is-hot-duh okay, I get you’re hurt and upset right now, but that’s no need to be a piece of shit when you made a post and I was just trying to give my advice. im not gonna know everything, and you made a concerning post, I made a what seemed like a helpful reply. Go ahead, tell me what’s wrong. Sorry I got so scared that you were actually going to fucking take your own life that i rushed to give you advice.
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@X-HEXER-X look. im sorry that i started being a complete asshole to you. i shouldnt have been rude like that and i do apologize. and tbh i dont care if i die or not but im grateful for your support and you worrying about me bc tbh i thought you hated me. im not mad at you directly cyx im just upset about everything atm and im sorry i took it out on you.
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@xay-is-hot-duh it’s fine ig. if you need to talk im still here. i never rlly hated you just was straying away from ur concerning posts to figure my own stuff out. but if you need to talk im here.
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@xay-is-hot-duh tbh i know you were in love and its hard but i feel like yhis is for the better. you let another person eat at your mental health and trust for months and you need a break. i think you need to take a break from dating and process your feelings but suicide isnt gonna help. and i have suicidal thoughts too but eventually you have to realize its not worth it
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@xay-is-hot-duh Oh wow. Im really sorry to hear you’re going through this right now :( I know your relationship was special to you, so I dont actually find it ridiculous that you feel this deep about it. It’s honestly kind of tragic when you get into a relationship and you give the other person half of your heart and it just gets ripped out. That’s real pain. I just hope you won’t ever blame yourself for trusting another human being. It’ll never be your fault for trusting someone to keep an honest commitment. I dont know how much time you need to grieve what you lost, but I hope you give yourself enough of it. You really really deserve it for everything you’ve been doing for other people. I might not know you irl, but I bet you’re equally a wizz bang person there too.
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@Duchess aww… thank you duchess… and i know that ill be okay sooner or later its just going to take time.
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@Duchess and yea, my relationship was really important to me. but yk… i cant make someone love me forever.
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@a7x-isbetter-thanu i know. im trying to make myself take a break. and its so hard not to go back bc i want to but i cant. not again. and that honestly really hurts and its going to take me a WHILE to finally figure myself out.
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@xay-is-hot-duh A big part of growing up and maturing is finding yourself, and being able to be independent. Relationships come and go. It’ll be like that for your whole life. People will come in and out of your life every day. Some stay a while, some only last a day or two. You have to get used to that. Things come up, some people may not be who you think they are. You’ll be deceived, you’ll be lied to. It’s just how life flows. I know it’s hard to handle sometimes, but as you’re young, take it as a learning experience.
The way I like to see it, the more people you interact with, the more people come and go, the more you discover about yourself, the more you learn about what you do and don’t like. Like I said, people are assholes. You’ll start getting an idea of the people you should avoid, people you like to be around, etc.
You’ll bounce back. You’ll get better, it’s all in good time. I’ve been broken many times. I find myself lucky to be where I am now, and I only got there with experience.
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Finding the right person in a relationship can be tough as hell. I can only imagine the pain of being so attached to a person and having that all taken from you. It’s a totally okay thing to feel that way no matter how old you are.
Love is tough shit, dude.Its terrible that love has never been what it’s made out to be, even in lasting relationships. People lie, cheat, hurt, give up, etc.
I hope you can find someone who’ll stick with you through it all. Many people do, after all you’ve still got most of your life left lol. Just don’t let your failures hold you back.
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To touch on cyx’s point; my general advice to anyone under the age of like… 16 probably, is to just avoid relationships altogether. Life as a teen is extremely difficult emotionally for pretty much everyone (I say that being a teen who is in a relationship), getting in a relationship might seem like it’ll help with that but it can in many ways actually make it more difficult. Genuinely consider if you’re in an emotionally stable enough place in your life for yourself and for the other person, and if you’d be able to stand losing them.
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hey, just saying, but this is why i don’t go through people like i go through cups of water per day (your favorite water drinker weewoo)
i’ve only been in 2 relationships, one with rusty/zero (lasted like… either 3 days or a week)
and with red/ruby/yourlocaldumbass, we’ve been together for like… 4 years now i think, even though she’s rarely present enough for me to talk to her. it’s been months since we spoke, and i am indeed concerned for her health, as i also don’t know if she doesn’t wanna be /w me anymore
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the dark lord a lot 💀
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☕𝜗𝜚 rylie i can tell
i’d ask if you were ok but i dunno if you are or not so im gonna ask anyway, are you ok
