Welp, I give up.
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Life’s too hard at this point, I feel like there’s no point in continuing the same shit every day. like at one point I want to be able to say “I’ve made it.” But I can’t, I’m stuck in the marina trench of bullshit, but I still output tk help others/keep myself lookin happy, but deep down I’m not. I also realized the true reality of being born, to serve those who gave birth to you, I hate it, I dislike it, I wish I could just curl up next to a woman and embrace her. (NOT LOVE) it feels funny, a guy like me with no escape, most people with no escape, I haven’t even been able to call anything a “forever home” there is no such thing as a forever home. I’ve moved so many times and forgotten so many things, I’ve basically made myself into an unfinished book, with no end, only a begining and middle, the family I hang around doesn’t even fit me, everyone in my family fits together but me, for example
My brother
Has girlfriend
Has a “job”
Makes a bit of moneyMe:
No lover (ever)
No job (ever)
Almost my birthday and since I’ve been in so much, I’ve damn near forgot about it.Welp, my life’s plane has run out of fuel, so it’s going down.
-Ditto, The femboy fanatic.
(P.S I haven’t failed NNN yet, have you?)
(NOT SUICIDE NOT SUICIDE DONT SAY SUICIDE SHIT)
Potti
Eggy -
@Whited-Out-Femboy-Collector
I don’t know what to say
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@Michi4959 me neither
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@Whited-Out-Femboy-Collector
Alright I’m back
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@Whited-Out-Femboy-Collector
do these thoughts happen often?
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YOU NEARLY SCARED ME
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@Klavier-Gavin
sorry
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@Whited-Out-Femboy-Collector Is what about your life that makes you feel stuck is the lack of change in it or something?
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@Duchess It’s like a repeat basically, I wish I could change it, but then someone either gets slightly more fun that I don’t wanna change, or I don’t have the ability to change it.
Potti Eggy -
@Whited-Out-Femboy-Collector damn bro
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@Whited-Out-Femboy-Collector What do you want to change?
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Just smile more
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In all seriousness though, get help from a trusted adult. If that feels like too much, talk to a therapist (if you already are, then get a new one fr). Talking to people is the best way a human heals, it’s the reason why we’ve made so much progress, and the people who never talked about how they feel got worse. Communicate with the ones you love.
