this is highly important and some people should listen to this.
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so one of my best-est online friends aka Atlas, tried to commit last night and i’ve been crying and panicking for the past like hoursss. they didn’t die which is an amazing thing. some people were able to save them but still. suicide isn’t a joke. that is a topic that a lot of people go through including myself. i’ve been going through suicide and depression and everything else you can think of for 8 almost 9 years now. it’s not a funny subject and it really hurts other people when some people just fake it. i’ve had a friend that said they were going to commit and i ended up going over to her house and she was still breathing and fine like nothing happened. i didn’t talk to her for years after that, and i still don’t really talk to her. it gets me upset that some people fake this important fucking subject so easily. i know what most of you is going through and it’s fucking sad as fuck that you have to go through such horrible shit. all of you are such great people and none of you guy’s need to be going through such horrible shit. this topic is mostly going to Misty and my friend Atlas even though Atlas doesn’t come on here, but like this is also for everyone else so listen to what i have to say.
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Misty,
you are such an amazing person and i really hope you don’t hurt yourself over problems that can be fixed sooner or later. we all love you so fucking much and i wouldn’t be able to live with myself if you ended up really hurting yourself. your my best friend and i’m not kidding when i said i cared about you. i cried for hours yesterday because you said that you were going to do the thing that you did before and that if you succeed you wouldn’t come back. i tried to stop you and i tried to message you, i even got Shade to message you too. please don’t hurt yourself anymore. your such an amazing person and i for real couldn’t live with myself if you ended up for real hurting yourself. i think i would be a whole different person if you did. your so pretty too and i wouldn’t ask you to change yourself even if i didn’t like you. i love you Misty and i really mean that frenfren.
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Atlas,
i know that you don’t come on here but i have to at least tell you to never ever fucking hurt yourself again. you scared the sh.t out of me and i honestly didn’t sleep last night. i got like an hour of sleep but that’s it. i don’t want to lose an amazing person that is perfect in so many ways possible. i care so much about you and i wouldn’t be able to live with myself if you ended it all either. your such an amazing friend and i wouldn’t want to lose you in any way, shape, or form. you’ll always be in my heart even if we end up not being friends anymore which will never happen again. i love you way too much to end up losing you.
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also i’m sorry that i didn’t do more people because i really need to tell more people sh.t. my hands hurt and my eyes are killing me.and look how fucking pretty these amazing people are,
like i wouldn’t change a thing of you guy’s. you guy’s are both perfect in so many ways and i love both of you. -
@Rylie-Aspen-Away i’ll end up doing a lot more people when my hands dont hurt and when my eyes don’t hurt either.
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@Rylie-Aspen-Away Wow. You have such a caring heart. Your individual bios for your friends is the biggest impact that can change the feelings and decisions that are made. I won’t specify anything but I am doing what you are doing over to some other friends that are in need of trust and help. Thanks Rylie for always being the example of friendship and lovingness, I always see that in you. And that you sure know that this situation is not a joke whatsoever. It’s inspiring to see and I do hope that more people can understand the importance of it all.
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Shazz_ Ong
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@Rylie-Aspen-Away thanks for always finding a way to make me laugh even if you didnt mean too
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@Rylie-Aspen-Away < 3
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@Rylie-Aspen-Away i agree
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Shazz_ thank you Shazz, i didn’t know that i was any example of friendship and lovingness- but that makes me happy that i am.
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@Shadow your welcome- i mean im not as funny as what you might think but thanks-
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@1V0RYZZY < 3
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@Kaya-Rose i agree too, that’s why i made this true ass topic
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@Rylie-Aspen-Away im home
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@Kaya-Rose so am i. i’m sicker than a dog-
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@Rylie-Aspen-Away for real dude, i’m glad i’m your friend Rylie
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@rylie_2 i’m glad i’m your friend too me
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@Rylie-Aspen-Away omg
i honestly have no words
just wow…
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@Rylie-Aspen-Away Oh my goodness… I’m so glad someone brought this up. I truly cannot stand by anyone who says they’re suicidal but they actually aren’t. Sure, you’re going through a lot, but if you don’t actually plan on dying, please don’t say you’re going to commit suicide! It takes away from people who actually feel that way. And also, people who really feel like committing suicide might be afraid to get help because they’re scared people will assume they’re attention-seeking due to the people who use suicide for that : ( Don’t lie. Don’t joke about topics determining someone’s life. Don’t joke about anything you would feel hurt by if you were actually going through that thing.
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