It's being done

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The process of cutting off who I’ll call ‘Alan’ is being acted on. I texted in the group chat last night that I’d either like to be removed from it or excluded from the next one that gets made as soon as possible. He still hasn’t texted me back or talked to me about it, so he’s either just ignoring me now, he actually made a ne group chat and is ignoring me, or he’s sleeping. It’s probably that last one, but until he responds, I’m can’t be too sure. I guess I should talk about how this little… breakup, I guess, is effecting me.
Hey, I got a question for ya! Why does it hurt when I try to unfriend somebody who literally just self reported as a cupcake crusader? Okay, now answer me this; Why do I know that it would hurt whether or not I went though with ending our friendship or not? Yep, you know what time it is! “… 10:00 AM EST as of the time you’re righting this joke?” No, it’s time to BITCH! I don’t think I’d be entirely happy with whatever decision I could’ve made regarding this whole thing. It hurts to cut off this guy who I’ve known for so long and have been able to feel comfortable with and have fun with- just, somebody who I genuinely thought was a good guy. So many memories were made with, not just him, but the entire group chat and I tend to look back on these memories in a fond light. I mean, in 8th Grade, our school went to Medieval Times over in South Carolina and we all just played Nintendo Switch games on the way there and back and, again, I went to Myrtle Beach with Alan and my parents. I feel like I made the right choice, choosing to not want to affiliate with a potential creep who could be a danger to daycares all across the world… so why am I actively trying not to cry? Why am I in pain? Why is my heart still going a mile a minute? Why does my body have to make me feel bad for making, what I think to be, the best decision for me? Why am I the on that feels guilt?
Sigh…
So, yeah. Just wanted ti give an update. Nowhere at any point of writing this has he texted me at all, so I don’t know what he’s even thinking about this all. I don’t even know if he’s HOME or even KNOWS that I’ve even said anything in the group chat. I’ll give updates if there is anything notable to tell. So, yeah, that’s about it. Thanks for reading.

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