are you ever just sitting there and

[Flip Ditcher]

you remember your human mortality and realize that you’ve made nothing but a fool of yourself for the past 15 years of your life trying to pursue a dream that you now will never change the fact that you lie to and hurt everybody around you and just generally have a negative impact on those who even breathe in your direction which then reminds you about all the simpleton mistakes you’ve made and makes you feel undeserving of life and makes you want to kill yourself but then you remember that there’s too many people that’d care about your death despite the fact that you constantly fuck them over everyday by just existing which then leads you to wishing you were never born but then you remember a convo your mom was having on the phone that you overheard where she said that if she didn’t have you then she’d be in jail or dead which then just leads you with two options, with those options being take yourself out now and just hope that people move on and not go batshit or just live like a fucking loser for the rest of your life, which’ll lead you to such a sad and insignificant life that you’ll kill yourself before you even graduate highschool anyway…
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and then you tell yourself “shut yo bitchass up and finish your homework”?

[Ominous]

Flip Ditcher yes