my house is not a home- d4vd

[finn.in.outer.space.]

Hello, I’m at your door again
I just needed a friend
But now I share a bed with you
Am I dumb to succumb to the noise?
I’m not a little boy no more
I’ve made my stupid choices too

Tell my mother that I’m sorry
Tell my father just the same
Tell my sister that her brother
Might as well have gone insane
Is there space for me in Houston?
'Cause it’s spacious in LA
Where the grass is always greener
And the world can scream my name

But you never really cared about
The way that everything turned out
You didn’t want to fall in love
You’re looking out for yourself now
It’s starting to piss me off
I thought I had you figured out
Never thought you would call my bluff
Guess who belongs to someone else now

Sorry if I overshared
See, life, it isn’t fair
I’m more and more aware of it now
You get drunk then start to curse me out
I told you to watch your mouth
This is exactly what my mother would warn me about

But baby, you can call me when it’s over
I talked to your therapist
He said you were getting sober
There’s only but so many heads that can rest on this shoulder
But I think yours was the best for me to cry over

But you never really cared about
The way that everything turned out
You didn’t want to fall in love
You’re looking out for yourself now
It’s starting to piss me off
I thought I had you figured out
Never thought you would call my bluff
Guess who belongs to someone else now

The house we called our home
Has fallen to pieces on its own
I know that you’re better off alone
Babe, I could fix you but I won’t