basically my life lately

[A Former User]

uhh idk where to start so I’m gonna start with my most concerning things

sometimes when I’m in school and I breathe it feels like i’m not getting enough oxygen and I’m choking even though I’m pretty sure i’m 100% fine, throat isn’t closing, not a weird coughing sensation, literally just feels like I’m drowning above water, still ain’t got a clue what that’s about yet
whenever I feel particularly emotional I feel weak, lightheaded, and overheated; just fought my dad and I felt like I was gonna pass out when all I really did was yell

other than that I feel like I’m losing my voice because it’s been happening literally once a week (physically fighting and yelling at people ), I’m in constant physical pain all the time, I’m always in a bad mood because of SOMETHING, and I’ll tell you right now some of you internet freaks really aren’t helping

I haven’t been able to get a good nights sleep without waking up every 30 minutes for the past 2 years
constant harassment
constant physical pain
lips always chapped
constantly losing my voice

the shit i’ve been dealing with for the LITERAL past 8 years
all I ever get is “call CPS, call 911, try this, do that, I’m sorry” or I just get ignored or someone replies respectfully with advice to seem cool and nice when they don’t really even believe me in the first place and i’m just whining on the internet for attention

womp womp ig

[Knox]

ive only read two sentences
HOWEVER
i recommend making a playlist and act like your the main character for a few weeks (fake it til you make it)

[S-I-N]

@Knox that is NOT a best recommended idea- i would say say take a social break, find something that calms you down, like going on walks or petting a pet you own etc.

[Knox]

Rabbit yeah
buy a goldfish
it helped me

[S-I-N]

@Knox sometimes an animal is all you need, for me tho it was the hobby of making posable doll skeletons

[A Former User]

my dog died

[Knox]

Rabbit oh my gosh what

[S-I-N]

@Knox im sorry to hear your dog died zack, i know that pain all too well, and knox, ive made at least 5 different sized and shaped poseable skeledolls, my oldest can explain my old ragdoll design, but thats about it,

[Knox]

Rabbit i did not need to imagine that

[S-I-N]

@Knox i dont see the problem- i just like variation-

[Wubbrle the Wubble]

@zack Im sorry that your dog died, I had a cat when i was a young lil boy so I know your pain