Want to be Wanted

[Infina-Phoenix]

Just hold me close and tell me you love me, because to be completely honest, I don’t know if I can do it anymore. I’m tired of being seen without being heard, and the only one who truly listened is taking his leave. I’m alone, and lonely at the same time. I’m on my own, for I’m nobody’s, and nobody will be mine. I feel the cracks in my soul, and I call for anybody to help me be happy, but nobody can help this time.

After a while, I realize nobody can help me truly be who I used to be. I’m just meant to be melancholy without an end to be seen. Seeing what people think of me, I can’t afford to risk any more damage to my self esteem. Scenes played by my mind’s memories pain me every time I reminisce in my sleep, my dreams mocking me as I weep for thee.

You’ve got my heart, and you’ve got my eyes… You’ve got my eyes… You’ll never be mine, but you’ve got my eyes…

Crying myself to sleep, I realize what I need. I want to be wanted, but nobody loves me like a lover, and that’s how it’ll always be. I’m not needed, and I’m chasing an impossible dream.

Everything reminds me of how alone I am, and I just want to be wanted and loved, but that’ll never happen for as long as I’m me.

[Lainey]

U good ?

[Infina-Phoenix]

Lainey🌚 Not really, no.