a vent.
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the amount of times i lied for him. the amout of times ive gotten in trouble for him. the amount of times ive hurt myself for him. the amount of times ive changed for him. the amount of times ive cried for him. the amount of times ive fought with my mom for him. the amount of times ive bleed for him. the amount of times ive listened to him. the amount of times ive hurt myself for him. the amount of times ive almost died for him. the amount of times ive done anything for him and he doesnt fucking love me. he doesnt want to fix things. he just wants to throw it all away and break every promise he ever made me. he just wants to leave and not care that hes fucking hurting me. he just… doesnt care about me anymore.
I’m so sick of everyone leaving. of everyone making promises that they’ll stay and just leave in the end. I’m so done with everything I’m the edge of deleting everything and going away for a while.im weird for you… <3
"𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒓 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒉𝒂𝒊𝒓…𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔…𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒔𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆?𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂 𝒑𝒊𝒕𝒚…𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝑰 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒔𝒆 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒂 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖…"
oh, sweetie. monsters are real and they look like people.
*Don’t fuckin bark if you can’t fuckin bite"
"snakes usually hang in pairs" -Presto (miss u man)
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ry i understand and maybe u should talk to him and try to reconnect and restart things with him?
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@MaskedArab said in a vent.:
ry i understand and maybe u should talk to him and try to reconnect and restart things with him?
even if u already talked to him maybe try again
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@MaskedArab here’s the thing, I have been. I have been talking to him and all I get is “Idk Lexi” or “Idrk”
if he really loved me and wanted to fix things between us he would fucking know if he loves me or not but clearly he doesn’t. which ykw. its fine. maybe all the tears I’ve cried for/over him are all for a purpose.im weird for you… <3
"𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒓 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒉𝒂𝒊𝒓…𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔…𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒔𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆?𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂 𝒑𝒊𝒕𝒚…𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝑰 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒔𝒆 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒂 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖…"
oh, sweetie. monsters are real and they look like people.
*Don’t fuckin bark if you can’t fuckin bite"
"snakes usually hang in pairs" -Presto (miss u man)
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☕𝜗𝜚 rylie i understand sorry
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☕𝜗𝜚 rylie im very sorry to hear this ry, he’s definitely a fucker for not caring about you
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@tripod thank you, tripod.
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☕𝜗𝜚 rylie if that boy is treating you like shit then just know i exist, im much better than that boy and we know it
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@siloxa922 well, i dont LOVE you, just, yknow, uherm, i could be like a friend but seriously fuck that guy
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@siloxa922 ig. I don’t really know you tho so
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@siloxa922 yeah- if you did then that’s a conversation we would have to have a talk about
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but, im also trying to work things out with him.
