a vent.
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the amount of times i lied for him. the amout of times ive gotten in trouble for him. the amount of times ive hurt myself for him. the amount of times ive changed for him. the amount of times ive cried for him. the amount of times ive fought with my mom for him. the amount of times ive bleed for him. the amount of times ive listened to him. the amount of times ive hurt myself for him. the amount of times ive almost died for him. the amount of times ive done anything for him and he doesnt fucking love me. he doesnt want to fix things. he just wants to throw it all away and break every promise he ever made me. he just wants to leave and not care that hes fucking hurting me. he just⦠doesnt care about me anymore.
Iβm so sick of everyone leaving. of everyone making promises that theyβll stay and just leave in the end. Iβm so done with everything Iβm the edge of deleting everything and going away for a while.im weird for youβ¦ <3
"πππππ πππ πππππ ππ ππππ ππππβ¦πΎππππ πππ πππππ ππ ππππ ππππβ¦πΎπππ π πππ ππππ πππππ ππππ ππππ?πΎπππ π ππππβ¦π° ππππ π° πππππ πππ πππππ ππππ πππππ ππ πππ π ππππππ ππππ πππβ¦"
oh, sweetie. monsters are real and they look like people.
*Donβt fuckin bark if you canβt fuckin bite"
"snakes usually hang in pairs" -Presto (miss u man)
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ry i understand and maybe u should talk to him and try to reconnect and restart things with him?
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@MaskedArab said in a vent.:
ry i understand and maybe u should talk to him and try to reconnect and restart things with him?
even if u already talked to him maybe try again
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@MaskedArab hereβs the thing, I have been. I have been talking to him and all I get is βIdk Lexiβ or βIdrkβ
if he really loved me and wanted to fix things between us he would fucking know if he loves me or not but clearly he doesnβt. which ykw. its fine. maybe all the tears Iβve cried for/over him are all for a purpose.im weird for youβ¦ <3
"πππππ πππ πππππ ππ ππππ ππππβ¦πΎππππ πππ πππππ ππ ππππ ππππβ¦πΎπππ π πππ ππππ πππππ ππππ ππππ?πΎπππ π ππππβ¦π° ππππ π° πππππ πππ πππππ ππππ πππππ ππ πππ π ππππππ ππππ πππβ¦"
oh, sweetie. monsters are real and they look like people.
*Donβt fuckin bark if you canβt fuckin bite"
"snakes usually hang in pairs" -Presto (miss u man)
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βππ rylie i understand sorry
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βππ rylie im very sorry to hear this ry, heβs definitely a fucker for not caring about you
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@tripod thank you, tripod.
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βππ rylie if that boy is treating you like shit then just know i exist, im much better than that boy and we know it
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@siloxa922 well, i dont LOVE you, just, yknow, uherm, i could be like a friend but seriously fuck that guy
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@siloxa922 ig. I donβt really know you tho so
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@siloxa922 yeah- if you did then thatβs a conversation we would have to have a talk about
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but, im also trying to work things out with him.
