I'm gonna fucking tweak out istg
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Take in my POV while reading this.
Youβre in Math class, reviewing your work.
You hear a ringtone.
Thatβs your phone.
But thereβs only one person that knows your number.
MOM!?
You ask the teacher if you could take the phone.
He says no.
You start overthinking the worse.
He says you can send a text.
You check your messages and text back
βHey, are you okay?β
βIs this an emergency?β
βYour step dad overdosed again.β
βHe is out of the house.β
Again?
βWell alright.β
THIS IS THE IDFK HOW MANY TIMES HE HAS OVERDOSED AND GOT KICKED OUT!!! WHEN WILL I GET A BREAK OH MY GOOOOD!!! I WARN HER SO MANY TIMES THAT HE WAS GOING TO DO IT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN!!! WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!! WHY DOES NOBODY LISTEN TO ME!!! UGYTYCGVHBJHGFTFVYUGUYGYHBJUJNM!!!
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you tell the teacher you are fine.
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You go through your day.
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Itβs club period.
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Another call.
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You answer.
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Silence.
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They hang up.
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Whatβs going on?
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Anxiety.
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@Cole-The-Consumer-Of-Petrol
I know itβs hard, but donβt try to overthink too much about it. Iβm sure your dad is going to be okay. Trust me. Everything is going to be okay. Try to think of something more brighter, but if that doesnβt work, maybe try drawing or try something that you like to do in order to ease your anxiety and/or stess. Youβre a strong person, and so is your father. Everything is going to be okay. I donβt know what other advice to give, but donβt try to overthink it too much.